| I don’t know what to do anymore
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| After I quit with medicine I became psycotic
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| I suffer from depression
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| Complete depression
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| Had it my whole life
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| I have had it so bad that uh…
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| I had anxiety
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| Been diagnosed with major depression
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| Lots of phobias, lots of fears
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| Anxiety, panic attacks
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| Manic depression before, I didn’t think that
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| Depression could be so bad
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| Sometimes it feels like the world’s on my shoulders
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| Everything around me closing in, it’s starts to grow colder
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| It’s like I’m sitting on death row and waitin’for conclusion
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| Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion
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| Do you know what it is to sit a 3am
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| With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin'
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| Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills
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| Cause the fuckin’rent’s due and you can’t pay bills
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| Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart
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| I’m talkin’rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart
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| Ten motherfuckin’seconds just from ending this shit
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| Flames rising from the ashes that your about to commit
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| Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin'
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| Sat a half an hour, just thinkin’of a better way
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| To put your soul to rest and set your mind at ease
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| Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity
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| Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
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| I never asked to be alive
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| Everyday it’s just a struggle even to survive
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| Dear please juse wipe away the tears
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| I’ll be better off when I’m gone
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| In my own private Hell and left all alone
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| Somany reasons just to leave this fuckin’planet
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| Pressure gets to me so much, god damn, I just can’t stand it People hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin’my friends
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| A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to transend
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| Nobody like me, I’m a loser, parents wish I was dead
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| I’m overweight, can’t get a date, I’ll turn my walls to red
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| Unlock the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen
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| I’ll leave a bloody fuckin’mess off for my moms to clean
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| It’s’s to the point that I can’t stand it, I can’t even try to cope
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| And you don’t know me, you can’t help me, you can’t offer me no hope
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| It’s too late to try and stop it, I have lost the fuckin’war
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| I ain’t gonna write no fuckin’letter, leave my answers on the floor
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| I’m a do it I swear, don’t even think I’m lyin'
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| Nobody gone remember me, nobody gone be cryin'
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| All alone in my death like I was in life
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| Let me take my final breath, they can bury me tonight
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| Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
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| I never asked to be alive
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| Everyday it’s just a struggle even to survive
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| Dear please juse wipe away the tears
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| I’ll be better off when I’m gone
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| In my own private Hell and left all alone
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| You won’t miss me when I’m gone
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| (Flames risin', flames risin')
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| I know you did me so wrong
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| (Flames risin')
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| Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
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| Flames risin', flames risin'
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| Dear please juse wipe away the tears
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| Flames risin', flames risin'
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| Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
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| (just wipe away, just wipe away)
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| Flames risin', flames risin'
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| Dear please juse wipe away the tears
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| (just wipe away, just wipe away)
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| Flames risin', flames risin'
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| Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
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| Flames risin', flames risin'
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| Dear please juse wipe away the tears
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| Flames risin', flames risin' |
Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Cold Cruel World , by - Boondox. Song from the album Krimson Creek, in the genre Рэп и хип-хоп