Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Cold Cruel World, artist - Boondox. Album song Krimson Creek, in the genre Рэп и хип-хоп
Date of issue: 31.03.2015
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Psychopathic
Song language: English
Cold Cruel World |
I don’t know what to do anymore |
After I quit with medicine I became psycotic |
I suffer from depression |
Complete depression |
Had it my whole life |
I have had it so bad that uh… |
I had anxiety |
Been diagnosed with major depression |
Lots of phobias, lots of fears |
Anxiety, panic attacks |
Manic depression before, I didn’t think that |
Depression could be so bad |
Sometimes it feels like the world’s on my shoulders |
Everything around me closing in, it’s starts to grow colder |
It’s like I’m sitting on death row and waitin’for conclusion |
Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion |
Do you know what it is to sit a 3am |
With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' |
Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills |
Cause the fuckin’rent’s due and you can’t pay bills |
Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart |
I’m talkin’rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart |
Ten motherfuckin’seconds just from ending this shit |
Flames rising from the ashes that your about to commit |
Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin' |
Sat a half an hour, just thinkin’of a better way |
To put your soul to rest and set your mind at ease |
Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity |
Dear cold cruel world why am I here? |
I never asked to be alive |
Everyday it’s just a struggle even to survive |
Dear please juse wipe away the tears |
I’ll be better off when I’m gone |
In my own private Hell and left all alone |
Somany reasons just to leave this fuckin’planet |
Pressure gets to me so much, god damn, I just can’t stand it People hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin’my friends |
A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to transend |
Nobody like me, I’m a loser, parents wish I was dead |
I’m overweight, can’t get a date, I’ll turn my walls to red |
Unlock the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen |
I’ll leave a bloody fuckin’mess off for my moms to clean |
It’s’s to the point that I can’t stand it, I can’t even try to cope |
And you don’t know me, you can’t help me, you can’t offer me no hope |
It’s too late to try and stop it, I have lost the fuckin’war |
I ain’t gonna write no fuckin’letter, leave my answers on the floor |
I’m a do it I swear, don’t even think I’m lyin' |
Nobody gone remember me, nobody gone be cryin' |
All alone in my death like I was in life |
Let me take my final breath, they can bury me tonight |
Dear cold cruel world why am I here? |
I never asked to be alive |
Everyday it’s just a struggle even to survive |
Dear please juse wipe away the tears |
I’ll be better off when I’m gone |
In my own private Hell and left all alone |
You won’t miss me when I’m gone |
(Flames risin', flames risin') |
I know you did me so wrong |
(Flames risin') |
Dear cold cruel world why am I here? |
Flames risin', flames risin' |
Dear please juse wipe away the tears |
Flames risin', flames risin' |
Dear cold cruel world why am I here? |
(just wipe away, just wipe away) |
Flames risin', flames risin' |
Dear please juse wipe away the tears |
(just wipe away, just wipe away) |
Flames risin', flames risin' |
Dear cold cruel world why am I here? |
Flames risin', flames risin' |
Dear please juse wipe away the tears |
Flames risin', flames risin' |