| The bottom of this bottle’s gettin' closer, but I’m miles away
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| Too much thinking going on, but not a lot to say
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| I’ve done some praying but my soul, not can be saved
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| I know exactly where it’s headed but I’m not afraid
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| Comitted evil but comittment always lost on me
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| Picked up emotions, lost my mind when I lost my homie
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| It took it’s toll, cut too deep for these scars to heal
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| And so I locked it all away
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| Forgot how to feel
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| Thought I’d found the answer
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| Life it played a different tune
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| Death it took her from me
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| Snatched the way she gone too soon
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| And that’s the shit that turn me cold. |
| And when my light faded
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| I’m still alive and I’m still kickin but It also jaded
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| Fucked up relationships
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| The king is striking love to matches
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| Soaked in gasoline and burned away on every mattress
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| And yes I know that burns you up
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| I know I did you wrong.
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| That’s why the only thing to do is leave on living on
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| And If you see her
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| Tell her I’ve been gone
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| Ain’t nothin left to talk about
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| Tell her I’ve moved on
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| And tell her I’ve been thinkin
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| Thinking all night long
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| And if she ever comes around
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| Tell her I’ve been gone
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| And tell her I’ve moved on
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| My hands are dirty with some things that I can’t wipe away
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| Just like some words that are said and I forgot to say
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| They say that time can heal, but time is all that’s left to kill
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| I might end up alone but that’s the hand they had to deal
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| The easy path, that never been the one for me to take
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| I think sometimes I’m only happy with the shit I break
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| I know I’m hard to love
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| My demons keep me in the black
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| Sometimes I wish that I could change, but ain’t no turning back
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| That’s why I roll with heed of revengeance. |
| Serve the bittersweet
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| A jealous rage that might be waitin' for me in the street
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| To put a end to all the pain I seem to leave behind
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| That might be why I make it easy, I ain’t hard to find
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| I wish that I could I’m say sorry for this trail of tears
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| Apologize for wasted time and all the wasted years
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| But that’s the way I live my life
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| I put it in a song
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| Yet we was just another verse and now I’m living on
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| Wish I had the time a day, been grindin tryin to find a way
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| Been grindin tryin to start a movement
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| Modern day Violent J
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| Whiskey makes me tipsy for a minute I forget the pain
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| All of a sudden people know my name, I swear this shit’s insane
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| From penitentiary blues to sold out shows
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| Ain’t seen my daughter in some months, man I’ve been out on the road
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| Man I’ve been running from reality through all the songs I say
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| And somehow I fucked off relationships along the way
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| Let me pop another pill but I’m still feelin the same
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| Wouldn’t know I was alive if I didn’t feel any pain
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| I was engaged to a woman
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| She got up and moved away
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| Said I was a lunatic that can’t communicate
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| So I wish that I could find her so that we could have a talk
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| And then burn the bitches house down and just wait for the cops
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| Riddled they called the bullets the moment that I see em
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| Then maybe they’ll kill me and my life will be complete |