Lyrics Fumbling - Boniface

Fumbling

I don’t want to stay up fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can’t control
I was raised to only focus on the ones I love
And it’s you now, you know
I walk in alone
And if I would have known that you weren’t here
I would have just stayed home
I think you would have smiled when you saw the walls
They’re covered in paisley and cigarette tar
The kind of room where the lights can’t get low enough
Oh, but I had you for a second there
My second rate love
And your calm disposition
And now I just feel so unsure
But I don’t want to stay up fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can’t control
I was raised to only focus one the ones I love
And it’s you now, you know
And I don’t want to wake up freaking out, cold sweat
Shaking and sleeping in all my clothes
I was raised to only live for the ones that I hold dear
And it’s you now, as well
And it’s you now
In my mind we walk home alone
You take everything you can from a 7-Eleven, kick-in a condo door
I watch as you admire the art on the walls
We kiss in the kitchen and you pretend that they’re yours
Leave a card on the counter
And then we walk back home
Oh, but I had you for a second there
My second rate love
And your calm disposition
And now I just feel so insecure
But I don’t want to stay up fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can’t control
I was raised to only focus on the ones I love
And it’s you now, you know
And I don’t want to wake up freaking out, cold sweat
Shaking and sleeping in all my clothes
I was raised to only live for the ones that I hold dear
And it’s you now as well
I’m always looking for you in a room that you’re leavin'
But I don’t want to stay up fumbling all night
Waiting for something that I can’t control
I was raised to only focus on the ones I love
And it’s you now, you know
And I don’t want to wake up freaking out, cold sweat
Shaking and sleeping in all my clothes
I was raised to only live for the ones that I hold dear
And it’s you now as well
And it’s you now