| I’ve been, I’ve been through a lot of crazy things in my life and somehow
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| you’re always there to, always there to pick up the pieces and accept me for
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| who I am
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| So listen
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| I never meant for you to deal with all this pressure
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| Or for you to deal with all this pain that don’t belong to you
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| You carry all my burdens from my past on a stretcher
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| So the very least that I can do is write this song for you
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| Baby you don’t have to choose to stay but yet you do it anyway
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| And for a moment I get glimpses of what’s in the heavens gates
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| You show me beauty in the rain, even smiling when it’s pouring
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| The creases on the corners of my lips still feel so foreign to my senses
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| I sense that you might leave me in an instant
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| You don’t, it’s just my insecurities are up to mischief
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| You reassure me, you show me love and then it cures me
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| Not with words because the actions of your promise does it for me
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| It’s lovely, I’m used to feeling cold that’s below zero sub ze
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| -ro
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| beneath my mind that if I wish I could not unsee
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| It’s crazy, I know the baggage in my trunk is ugly but you still choose to love
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| me
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| How can you love someone so damaged?
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| Feel it in my palms, feeling so beyond
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| You don’t know how to respond
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| Everyday this thing gets harder to manage
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| Been there from the start
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| Even when you saw the black that’s covering my heart
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| I showed you scars that are deeper than what you have known
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| And you tell me I’ve never looked more beautiful
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| So I’m sorry that I’m damaged
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| I’m sorry for the pain
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| I’m sorry that you probably have to deal with it again
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| I said I’m sorry for the pain but I can’t help this shit, I wish you never felt
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| this shit
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| Promise you’re my angel but I’mma probably go to hell for this
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| Mentally I am sick and I don’t choose to break your fucking heart
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| My life’s a tragic flick and I ain’t choose to play this part
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| I’ll take apart my heart and let you find the missing pieces
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| It’s lost inside the dark and being consumed by all my demons
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| I slowly weaken, my wounds and cuts they only deepen
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| And while you heal me you become a victim of mistreatment
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| I’m fucking sorry, the traces of my past just taunt me
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| The future’s daunting when the present feels so damn disheartening
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| How could you want me?
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| You found me right when I had lost me
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| You hold me tight through all the fights although it’s so exhausting
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| And it’s so lovely, you never let the pressure crush me
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| I made you feel so low while you put no one else above me
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| I know the baggage in my trunk is ugly and yet you still choose to love me
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| How can you love someone so damaged?
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| Feel it in my palms, feeling so beyond
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| You don’t know I am respawned
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| Everyday this thing gets harder to manage
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| Been there from the start
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| Even when you saw the black that’s covering my heart
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| I showed you scars that are deeper than what you have known
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| And you tell me I’ve never looked more beautiful
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| So I’m sorry that I’m damaged
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| I’m sorry for the pain
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| I’m sorry that you probably have to deal with it again
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| I never meant for you to deal with all this pressure
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| Or for you to deal with all this pain that don’t belong to you
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| You carry all my burdens from my past on a stretcher
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| So the very least that I can do is write this song for you |