| Last time I wrote you a letter
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| I thought it would, I don’t know
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| Motivate you or something
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| To become the father I thought you once were
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| Fuck it
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| Dear dad, I’m glad you never said to hold my breathe
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| Cause I would suffocated waiting for replying text
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| And it made me go insane, everyday I was depressed
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| Cause if the devil spoken tongue and you would know it’s dialect
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| Besides from that, I haven’t seen or heard from you in five years
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| Before that day I always said you’d be my pioneer
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| And if I was in trouble you’d say
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| Fear not cause I’m here, so if you didn’t know you’d get the idea
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| Cause every night I stayed awaiting, home sick and so impatient
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| Hoping that you might just hit up my phone for some conversation
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| But while my heart would ache you, a while away in oasis
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| Leaving, just riding in your Mercedes
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| I’ve learned to just accept it
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| All your senses where to neglect me, were intentionally especially now
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| Since maybe it’s the other reason for this letters intent
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| Is that I don’t forgive you but I’m about to forget
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| No point in being upset
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| I’m forgetting to remember that you left me all alone (alone)
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| But without you here this house is not a home
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| Ohhh nooo noo
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| And maybe I just lost my temper, I wouldn’t have if you didn’t lose your mind
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| But I admit that now it’s cold
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| Cause this house is not a home
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| What up dad, do you remember when I asked in O' twelve
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| What up dad, I realized you only care for your self
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| What up dad, but now I see your mind is trapped in a cell
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| I mean all four of your kids would wanna see you in hell
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| What up dad, damn I feel like I’m becoming you
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| I see the way I talk down at my girl when she’s wonderful
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| But if I choose to block it out, I swear I just discovered you
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| You’ll be gone for good, and I will keep the shit 100 too
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| You see a real man would stay with his kids
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| Even if they said they hated him and plainly did
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| Man I’m your mother fucking seed nigga
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| Check my name analysis
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| Check my thoughts check my blood for your DNA lives
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| Living proof that people don’t change
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| I gave you 5 years to call and say that you’ll remain
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| So keep your message, keep your cars, keep your damn pride
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| But what you never keep is something money can’t buy
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| AND THAT’S ME!
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| I’m forgetting to remember that you left me all alone (alone)
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| But without you here this house is not a home
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| Ohhh nooo noo
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| And maybe I just lost my temper, I wouldn’t have if you didn’t lose your mind
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| But I admit that now it’s cold
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| Cause this house is not a home
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| You see I never had a dad to begin with
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| All I had was someone who pretended, it’s senseless
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| Using me to plot against my mom for your vengeance
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| And if he hears this song, good, I hope he gets offended
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| Cause my momma raised me up without you
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| Paid the bills without you
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| Everything to prove that we were better off without you
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| And it’s the last time I’ve wrote to you
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| Sincerely irrevocable your one and only son is now a ghost to you
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| To all you other parents who still in your kids life
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| I salute you, never let them out of your sight
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| Cause if I had a son, I’d never be a sucker
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| Or threaten to kill his mother if she found a new significant other
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| And if your someone with a parent whose walked out of you
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| Raise your fist in the air, cause I’m here and I’m telling you that I’m proud
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| of you
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| Cause we both know that your middle finger is more important
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| So raise it to the sky every time you sing the chorus
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| I’m forgetting to remember that you left ma all alone (alone)
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| But without you here this house is not a home
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| Ohhh nooo noo
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| And maybe I just lost my temper, I wouldn’t have if you didn’t lose your mind
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| But I admit that now it’s cold
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| Cause this house is not a home |