Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Fairwell, artist - BenefitDate of issue: 31.12.2001
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Fairwell |
| I’m gonna leave the past alone |
| I used to have a blast at home |
| And a cellular phone, now I’m a walking skeletal bone |
| My stomach’s eating itself because I’m so damn hungry |
| I’m homeless, just about worthless and stumbly |
| Cuz I just finished that last bit of Guinness |
| ??? |
| food bitch, mind your own business |
| Now tend to mine, sometimes I tend to find |
| A little piece of sandwich somebody left behind |
| And I’ll eat that the whole day, I beg thee always |
| Say will work for food, have no place to stay |
| Starvation has me living on my last chance |
| I make a fast dash and hit up all the trashcans |
| If I’m lucky I’ll find a piece of bread, often instead |
| I like to slash my neck leaving my shirt awfully red |
| But I can’t put the knife to my neck, my life is a wreck |
| And I’d shoot myself if I had a rifle or tek |
| Prolonged death through malnutrition is unbearable |
| I try to find a job, I’m filthy plus I smell terrible |
| So nobody wants to pay me, no hottie wants to lay me |
| I tell the prostitutes to give me head, they disobey me |
| Maybe, I’ll join the military, join the Navy |
| But I have no identification and no bravery |
| So fuck it, I’m just gonna be alcohol’s puppet |
| Get really drunk, find a tall building and climb up it |
| And then I’ll jump off, but wait, I’m afraid of heights |
| I have to turn off my lights some way with no frights |
| What’s the difference if I go out quietly or with a bang? |
| There’s a ledge, there’s a rope, guess I might as well hang |
| But that’s some bullshit because I know it won’t work |
| What if my neck doesn’t break on the first jerk? |
| What type of shit is this? |
| I guess I’ll just slit a wrist |
| But that’s way too slow, and plus, what if the veins missed? |
| I’ve abandoned all chances of begging and all chances of living |
| Guess there’s no obvious circumstances of giving |
| Now if I’m gonna move on of free will |
| The only way to eat a meal is to rob, steal and kill |
| But I don’t have it in me and I’m too damn friendly |
| You’re my enemy because I’m broke and you have plenty |
| That’s how I justify it in my own mental riot |
| You’re well fed and I’m about to die from this diet |
| So you be quiet, and give up all your shit calmly |
| I’m ornery and I have a rusty screwdriver on me |
| And if you try to fight then it’s going in your neck quick |
| I’m a derelict but this is no lunatic rhetoric |
| So take it seriously and don’t try to screw with me |
| Don’t get furious or curious, I want your jewelry |
| Yes all of it, hurry up I’m being tolerant |
| If I choose to kill you, huh, the police ain’t solving it |
| Cuz I’m a nobody and nobody is witnessing this robbery |
| And after I kill you, I’ll kill myself probably |
| That’s right, I’m gonna kill you now I’m so sorry |
| But I got all of your money plus the keys to your Ferrari |
| And that’s all I need I knew that he would fall indeed |
| Then the cops pulled up while I watched his neck bleed |
| And they pulled out all their guns at me and yelled «Freeze» |
| I put the screwdriver to my throat and fell to my knees |
| God please, tell me who’s at fault, is it me? |
| I told the cops I used to be a productive MC |
| And I signed a record deal with a shady company |
| Who exploited me and left me homeless without a penny |
| I was excited, the first label interested |
| I did what I did cuz I was a foolish young kid |
| Oh well, if I live, I’m on a road to hell |
| So I guess this is it, goodbye, farewell |