Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song A Page in Hip Hop's Diary, artist - Benefit
Date of issue: 31.12.2001
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
A Page in Hip Hop's Diary |
The current state of events has me depressed |
I used to be accessed by the best |
But now the worst has me stressed |
And believe me friend there is no exaggeration |
I was created as a medium for poetic communication |
I was born in the US as an original culture |
I’m definitely art, but not a painting or a sculpture |
I used to be positive, now I’m suffering depression |
Way to much corruption in this poetic expression |
People used to love rockin' shows and it showed |
Once money was involved I traveled on a rocky road |
The love has left me, now I’m feeling awfully empty |
And the ones who abused me are driving off in a Bentley |
I’m thought to be ignorant by the mainstream |
'Cause misrepresentation and misconceptions remained seen |
All I want is for people to embrace me |
And if it doesn’t happen I want the history books to erase me |
It’s a shame that they use my name in vein often |
And it’s because of me a few people are in a coffin |
As an individual I’m dastardly lonely |
I wish that somebody would actually master the ceremony |
Without being phony and coming with the real |
Instead of chasing all the money and ignoring the skill |
The love has definitely gone considerably |
So I’ll let it be and simply drown in my misery |
I’m feelin mighty low |
And I’m feelin mighty low (x4) |
I’m still sad, I feel bad blatantly |
I can’t watch tv without somebody raping me |
And it’s tough to be constantly violated |
The return to my true state is what I’ve long awaited |
It’s really not easy being in an exploited culture |
Everyone bites ideas like rode kill to vultures |
People have taken me so far from my essence |
Like going from being the kings men to the peasants |
Our presence is felt by the dedicated |
To all the rest is big business like federated |
I’m heart broken |
But there is no need to start coping |
I stopped coping a long time ago and I started choking |
On the tear drops that wouldn’t stop fallen from my face |
'Cause it seems that I have no place, a fallen disgrace |
All the love is lost |
And what it cost to pay |
To be tossed away |
Like tea in the Boston bay lost today |
But hopefully found tomorrow |
I’d hate to go out and openly profound sorrow |
But that’s the way it’s headed and that’s the fate I’m dreaded |
And when I’m dead and gone give me my belated credit |
I feel no reason to live |
Why should I exist and get ignored and yet continue to give |
All I want is for people to acknowledge me the respect |
Signing off hip hop now solemnly reflect |
I’m feelin mighty low |
And I’m feelin mighty low (x4) |