Translation of the song lyrics Ilona? - Apulanta

Ilona? (original)

En aina voi sua ymmѓ¤rtѓ¤ѓ¤
Oisit ees voinut yrittѓ¤ѓ¤
Vaikka joskus tuntuu
Ettѓ¤ kaikki on turhaa
Sѓ¤ koitit mulle selittѓ¤ѓ¤
Ei oo jѓ¤rkee jatkaa elѓ¤mѓ¤ѓ¤
Mѓ¤ tahdoin olla sulle
Syy jatkaa huomiseen
Sѓ¤ olit perhonen, jonka siivet
Eivѓ¤t kauas kantaneet
Sѓ¤ vѓ¤syit kylpyhuoneeseen
Nyt kun ѓ¶isin katson tѓ¤htiin
Ja sun kasvos siellѓ¤ nѓ¤ѓ¤n
Rakastun uudelleen
Et halunnut mua sun maailmaan
Vaikka koitin sua niin rakastaa
Sѓ¤ sanoit et on parempi mulle
Et halunnut satuttaa
Kun eilen nѓ¤in sun itkevѓ¤n
Mѓ¤ aavistin sun lѓ¤htevѓ¤n
Sun silmѓ¤t katsoi tyhjѓ¤ѓ¤
Nuku rauhassa, pikkuinen
Sѓ¤ olit perhonen, jonka siivet
Eivѓ¤t kauas kantaneet
Sѓ¤ vѓ¤syit kylpyhuoneeseen
Nyt kun ѓ¶isin katson tѓ¤htiin
Ja sun kasvos siellѓ¤ nѓ¤ѓ¤n
Rakastun uudelleen…

Ilona? (translation)

I can't always understand
You could have tried in front
Although sometimes it feels
That everything is useless
You explained to me
It doesn't make sense to go on with life
I wanted to be for you
The reason will continue until tomorrow
You were a butterfly with wings
Did not carry far
You entered the bathroom
Now when I look at the stars
And the sun's face is there
I fall in love again
You didn't want me in the sun
Even though I tried so love
You said you weren't better at me
You didn't want to hurt
When yesterday I saw the sun crying
I guessed the sun was leaving
Sun's eyes looked blank
Sleep peacefully, little one
You were a butterfly with wings
Did not carry far
You entered the bathroom
Now when I look at the stars
And the sun's face is there
I fall in love again…