| Must have left my house at eight, because I always do.
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| My train, I’m certain, left the station just when it was due.
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| I must have read the morning paper going into town,
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| and having gotten through the editorial, no doubt I must have frowned.
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| I must have made my desk around a quarter after nine,
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| with letters to be read, and heaps of papers waiting to be signed.
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| I must have gone to lunch at half past twelve or so,
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| the usual place, the usual bunch.
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| And still, on top of this, I’m pretty sure it must have rained.
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| The day before you came.
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| I must have lit my seventh cigarette at half past two.
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| And at the time I never even noticed I was blue.
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| I must have kept on dragging through the business of the day
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| without really knowing anything, I hid a part of me away.
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| At five I must have left, there’s no exception to the rule,
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| a matter of routine, I’ve done it ever since I finished school.
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| The train back home again,
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| undoubtedly I must have read the evening paper then.
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| Oh yes, I’m sure my life was well within its usual frame.
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| The day before you came.
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| Must have opened my front door at eight o’clock or so,
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| and stopped along the way to buy some Chinese food to go.
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| I’m sure I had my dinner watching something on TV.
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| There’s not, I think, a single episode of Dallas that I didn’t see.1
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| I must have gone to bed around a quarter after ten.
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| I need a lot of sleep, and so I like to be in bed by then.
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| I must have read a while; |
| the latest one by Marilyn French or something in that style2
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| It’s funny, but I had no sense of living without aim.
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| The day before you came.
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| And turning out the light,
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| I must have yawned and cuddled up for yet another night.
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| And rattling on the roof I must have heard the sound of rain.
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| The day before you came. |