| I had good grandparents
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| A good mother and father
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| A good sister
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| Good teachers
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| Good servants
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| Relatives, friends
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| Nearly everything good
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| And that I never lost control of myself with any of them
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| Although I had it in me to do that
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| And I might have
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| Easily
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| But thanks to the gods
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| I was never put in that position
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| And so I escaped the test
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| I was never put in that position
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| And so I escaped the test
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| That I wasn’t longer raised by my granddad’s girlfriend
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| I didn’t lose my virginity too early
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| And didn’t enter adulthood until it was time
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| Hell, I put off
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| That I had
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| Someone
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| As a ruler and father
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| Who could keep me from arrogance
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| To live in a palace without body guards
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| Without fancy dresses or torches or statues or such like show
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| That you can live much like a regular person
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| Not remiss in action or careless a ruler
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| When carrying out official obligations
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| That I had the kind of brother I did
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| One whose character challenged me to
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| Improve my own
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| One whose love and affection
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| Enriched my whole life
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| That my children weren’t born
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| Stupid or physically deformed
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| That I wasn’t more talented
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| In rhetoric or poetry
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| They could have consumed me
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| If I had seen progress
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| I might never have given them up
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| That I conferred on the people who brought me up
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| The honors that they seemed to want early on
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| Instead of putting them off
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| Since they were still young
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| With the hope that I’d do it later
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| That I knew Apollonius
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| And Rusticus
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| And Maximus
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| That I was shown clearly and often
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| What it would be like to live as nature requires
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| Thanks to the gods
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| They did all they could
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| Through their gifts
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| Their help
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| Their inspiration
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| To ensure
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| That I could live
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| As nature demands
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| Thanks to the gods
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| They did all they could
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| Through their gifts
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| Their help
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| Their inspiration
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| To ensure
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| That I could live
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| As nature demands
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| And if I’ve failed
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| It’s no one’s fault but mine
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| Cause I didn’t pay attention
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| To what they told me
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| To what they taught me
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| Practically, step by step
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| That my body has held up
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| For so long through such a life
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| That I never laid a finger
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| On Benedicta
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| Or Theodotus
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| Even later
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| I was overcome by passion
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| I recovered
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| Even though
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| I often quarreled with Rusticus
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| I never did nothing that I regretted later
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| And though my mother died young
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| She spent her last years with me
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| And if I ever wished to help a man in need
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| I was never told that I had not the means
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| That I was never put in that position myself
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| Of having to take something from somebody else
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| That I have the wife I do
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| Obedient
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| Loving
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| Humble
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| That my children had competent teachers
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| For the remedies shown me in dream
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| When I was coughing blood
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| When my head was spinning
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| (Spinning)
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| (Spinning)
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| When I had an inclination
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| To philosophy
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| I didn’t fall into the hands of any
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| Sophist
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| That I didn’t waste my time
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| On writers of histories
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| Or in the resolution of syllogisms
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| Or occupy myself about the investigation
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| Of appearances in the heavens
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| For all these things require the help
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| Of the gods and fortune
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| Thanks to the gods
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| They did all they could
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| Through their gifts
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| Their help
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| Their inspiration
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| To ensure
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| That I could live
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| As nature demands
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| Thanks to the gods
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| They did all they could
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| Through their gifts
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| Their help
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| Their inspiration
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| To ensure
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| That I could live
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| As nature demands |