Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Demons, artist - Merkules.
Date of issue: 11.11.2020
Song language: English
Demons |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
stop screaming |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
stop screaming |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
When there’s nothing left |
Cause I don’t want to feel shit |
Someone must’ve hit a kill switch |
They don’t ask about the problems that I deal with |
Fuck all of this money, you can have it, I don’t feel rich |
I keep having these flashbacks, I hate 'em |
They remind me of my problems, I can’t stand to face 'em |
I know it’s probably my last chance to change 'em |
But even if I do it, my past can’t erase it |
They recognize me cause they see me on the Internet |
They think I owe 'em something, I can’t deal with all the disrespect |
Sick to my stomach, when I feel it I just disconnect |
My demons tend to get the best, tell me when I get depressed |
I’ve been stabbed in the back with a chainsaw |
But who am I to blame y’all? |
I’m smokin till the pains gone |
You see me smiling on the surface trying to stay strong |
Acting like I’m happy starts to feel like it’s my day job |
But just as long as there’s a purpose to it all |
I’ll keep touring, working hard, writing verses to these songs |
Far from perfect, every person has their flaws |
And mine is I’m an addict still searching for a cause |
I know they judge me for mistakes that I’ve made |
Since I’ve gained all this fame shit just ain’t been the same |
I came in the game to pave a lane for my name |
And it’s painful to say it puts restraints on my brain, but |
I know it’s worth it cause I get to tell my story |
I’m at a point where the industry can’t ignore me |
I never had the mainstream media to endorse me |
I did this all by being myself and y’all are corny |
So every kid that’s listening to this song |
I hope you find a message I’ve written within it all |
If no one’s ever there to help pick you up when you fall |
I promise you’re not alone, play this shit and just hit the wall, cause |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
stop screaming |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
stop screaming |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
I know you’re listening for something to relate to |
I know the feeling like the whole world hates you |
I know you wishin' you could finally have a break through |
You thought it was a phase so you pretend you’re in a great mood |
I know it hurts to see reflections of yourself |
Cause the person that you see is not like everybody else |
So you try and you try but it never seems to help |
So you questioning your worth cause you’re so fed up with the guilt, but |
You’re not the only one who’s going through regret |
You’re not the only one that no one seems to get |
You’re not the only one who’s so close to the edge |
And if you slip it’s over for you so you cope with it instead |
I can promise you that nobody is perfect |
And you overthink the little shit you always so concerned with |
So you lock yourself inside every night and close the curtains |
And you’re screaming out loud but it’s like no one even heard it |
I know problems are piling up right in front of you |
So much anxiety inside you, don’t know what to do |
Been lied to so much that you don’t think you even want the truth |
Fuck it all, you grew to be used to it, it ain’t nothing new |
I’ve been there too, just hold tight |
A lot of substance abuse and long nights |
But next time I see all my demons, it’s on site |
Next time I see all my demons, it’s on site, yeah |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
stop screaming |
I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
What the fuck am I to do? |
When there’s nothing left |