Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Demons , by - Merkules. Release date: 11.11.2020
Song language: English
Demons |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
| stop screaming |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
| stop screaming |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| When there’s nothing left |
| Cause I don’t want to feel shit |
| Someone must’ve hit a kill switch |
| They don’t ask about the problems that I deal with |
| Fuck all of this money, you can have it, I don’t feel rich |
| I keep having these flashbacks, I hate 'em |
| They remind me of my problems, I can’t stand to face 'em |
| I know it’s probably my last chance to change 'em |
| But even if I do it, my past can’t erase it |
| They recognize me cause they see me on the Internet |
| They think I owe 'em something, I can’t deal with all the disrespect |
| Sick to my stomach, when I feel it I just disconnect |
| My demons tend to get the best, tell me when I get depressed |
| I’ve been stabbed in the back with a chainsaw |
| But who am I to blame y’all? |
| I’m smokin till the pains gone |
| You see me smiling on the surface trying to stay strong |
| Acting like I’m happy starts to feel like it’s my day job |
| But just as long as there’s a purpose to it all |
| I’ll keep touring, working hard, writing verses to these songs |
| Far from perfect, every person has their flaws |
| And mine is I’m an addict still searching for a cause |
| I know they judge me for mistakes that I’ve made |
| Since I’ve gained all this fame shit just ain’t been the same |
| I came in the game to pave a lane for my name |
| And it’s painful to say it puts restraints on my brain, but |
| I know it’s worth it cause I get to tell my story |
| I’m at a point where the industry can’t ignore me |
| I never had the mainstream media to endorse me |
| I did this all by being myself and y’all are corny |
| So every kid that’s listening to this song |
| I hope you find a message I’ve written within it all |
| If no one’s ever there to help pick you up when you fall |
| I promise you’re not alone, play this shit and just hit the wall, cause |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
| stop screaming |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
| stop screaming |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
| I know you’re listening for something to relate to |
| I know the feeling like the whole world hates you |
| I know you wishin' you could finally have a break through |
| You thought it was a phase so you pretend you’re in a great mood |
| I know it hurts to see reflections of yourself |
| Cause the person that you see is not like everybody else |
| So you try and you try but it never seems to help |
| So you questioning your worth cause you’re so fed up with the guilt, but |
| You’re not the only one who’s going through regret |
| You’re not the only one that no one seems to get |
| You’re not the only one who’s so close to the edge |
| And if you slip it’s over for you so you cope with it instead |
| I can promise you that nobody is perfect |
| And you overthink the little shit you always so concerned with |
| So you lock yourself inside every night and close the curtains |
| And you’re screaming out loud but it’s like no one even heard it |
| I know problems are piling up right in front of you |
| So much anxiety inside you, don’t know what to do |
| Been lied to so much that you don’t think you even want the truth |
| Fuck it all, you grew to be used to it, it ain’t nothing new |
| I’ve been there too, just hold tight |
| A lot of substance abuse and long nights |
| But next time I see all my demons, it’s on site |
| Next time I see all my demons, it’s on site, yeah |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They’ve been haunting my dreams and I can’t think straight cause they won’t |
| stop screaming |
| I’ve been falling asleep with all of my demons |
| They keep talking to me but I can’t tell 'em shit cause they can’t keep a secret |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| What the fuck am I to do? |
| When there’s nothing left |