Lyrics The Recluse - Yüth Forever

The Recluse

I am the bitter son of a world that never wanted me
And now it’s clear to see
I am spit out and useless, beaten too many times
Now I speak to you toothless
Life’s a poison vial that’s filled to the brim
So I’ll do like they say and take it all in
Every new face tells a worn out story
Every new place gets my stomach churning
Every day the weight on my spine gets bigger
Every time I tell myself it’s okay it withers
I came from dirt, I’ll fucking end in dirt, 'cause there’s nothing more to life
than being hurt
I came from dirt, I’ll fucking end in dirt, 'cause there’s nothing more to life
than being hurt
I don’t know how to live as a man who’s lost it all
Or how to pick up these pieces when every time I fall
So I’ll gather these chains, and tie them to my feet, and step into the ocean
and forget to breathe
I’m lost, defeated, and senseless
(Senseless)
Drove away everyone I’ve loved just so I could end this
I’ve sent out my flares
And they’ve all gone unnoticed
Every cry for help was a goddamn death wish
For too long I’ve pushed death aside
And it’s never even crossed my mind
But maybe it’s time I give suicide a try