| Eyes closed
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| as I try to sleep,
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| I always beckon these omens deep inside of me,
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| I’ve shown
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| the world my darkest half
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| The air inside me purges
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| I watch it burn and laugh
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| How I love this pain
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| numbing pain
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| I can’t feel nerves and endings
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| I do deserve to die
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| She never leaves my side
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| Always just steps behind
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| Breathing down my neck
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| I can feel the chills run down my spine
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| Fuck.
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| (I've shown), I am the product of hate
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| I am the fucking slime
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| This feelings bitter sweet
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| That oh familiar street
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| I am resistance and I am the reason why
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| Pounding head
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| blurry vision
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| I cannot make decisions
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| all of this disorientation is killing me
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| Scratch this, I’m finished,
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| My life is filled with sin it’s a fucking disaster
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| I disregard and pass her,
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| It’s useless, I’m too deep,
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| I’m following to closely,
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| This black sheep will conquer, will conquer, will conquer
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| I try to run and hide
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| it’s always steps behind
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| The urge to finish this
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| profitless life of mine
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| It’s breathing down my neck
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| this reminiscent dialect
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| influential tendencies
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| to put my own life in check
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| I just don’t give a shit anymore
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| Giving up has been the best decision of my life
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| Enduring endless pain
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| never ending pain
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| These pins and needles keep pushing in one by one
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| Oh I just don’t give a shit anymore
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| Giving up has been the best decision of my life
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| Enduring endless pain
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| never ending pain
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| These pins and needles keep pushing in one by one
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| One by one. |