Lyrics Complacent - Youth Fountain

Complacent

No one is going to wait for me
The useless boy so lost and afraid
Now I need to numb the endless pain
Ever since you left things just aren’t the same
You were the pill that was stuck in my throat
Never around when I needed you most
Do we take this resentment to our unmarked graves?
Bitter goodbyes, we left things in lies and mistakes that we made
Lost touch, it’s been so long since we caught up.
(We caught up)
The life we left behind, has crossed my mind all the time
Was it all just too much?
'Cause we’re losing touch
A silhouette you won’t take shape to
What’s worse than to say farewell
To a friend in a casket they made all by themselves
I didn’t want to be the nail in your heel
Or the itch on your back you always feel
Your lips move so fast, when you speak of our past
Did you forget the part where we couldn’t make this last?
I don’t know how it got this bad
Was it wrong to leave and not forgive?
But look at all the damage you did, from backhanded compliments
So please understand, I left home to find my place in life
Lost touch, it’s been so long since we caught up.
(We caught up)
The life we left behind, has crossed my mind all the time
Was it all just too much?
'Cause we’re losing touch
A silhouette you won’t take shape to
What’s worse than to say farewell
To a friend in a casket they made all by themselves
Made all by themselves
Made all by themselves
Made all by themselves
I’m not one to think of salvation
With people like you, so complacent
I know I’ll never be the one you missed
So I’ll step back to try and erase this
It’s so difficult to be honest with yourself
Leaving you with a piece of mind, it’s closure that I hope to find
And this broken head heard every word you said
Maybe one day I’ll learn from it, all the lies and the hate you spit
And I gave it all up, to be used as just a crutch
When it rained, it poured, we had planned for so much more