
Date of issue: 07.03.2019
Record label: Pure Noise
Song language: English
Blooms |
This will forever be an apology |
'Cause I know somehow, it will set me free |
I can’t hold onto the self-abuse |
It’s not your fault I missed my chance to bloom |
Everything fades away |
We’ll all meet the same fate |
Even if you grow old or die alone |
What difference will it make? |
I’m obsolete, (I'm obsolete) so easy to replace |
I won’t deserve a chance at happiness living this way |
Just another line about the better days |
Finding peace in what you had |
I tell myself one day I’ll reminisce and say: |
«Things really weren’t so bad.» |
But I still can’t seem to let go |
So I’m the only one to blame for my bleak view on life |
Left all alone in the mundane |
But I know you know what it feels like, kid |
You once loved so much, but hate yourself for what you did |
So I’ll cry for help to find myself in everyone else |
That’s not the person you thought you’d be |
Everything fades away |
We’ll all meet the same fate |
Even if you grow old or die alone |
What difference will it make? |
I’m obsolete, (I'm obsolete) so easy to replace |
I won’t deserve a chance at happiness living this way |
It’s constant heartache |
To face the world, time after time |
When you only have so much of it |
I feel my life just slip by |
Is this all even real? |
Is there something more to this? |
All those moments we’ll miss |
When we’re knocked back into the abyss |
Would someone just give me a purpose to have? |
'Cause my past can’t be the best thing that ever happened to me |
This sadness just won’t stop defining me |
I lost my chance to leave to a promised land, to feel whole again |
Excerpt from Bill Nye: |
«I think about mortality continually. |
I won’t say constantly, but everyday. |
And so watching ourselves die is to me overwhelming evidence that there is no |
life after death. |
And the troubling, troubling consequence of this is you don’t |
have to be perfect, you just have to be good enough.» |
Well there’s nothing left to see |
But an empty, worthless shell of a man |
And that’s nothing to be proud of |
I’ll never know who I am |
And with all those late-night thoughts |
Knowing in the back of my head, I’ll never see you again |
And you know the older that I get |
The more surprised I’ll be I haven’t ended it all yet |
Name | Year |
---|---|
Letters to Our Former Selves | 2019 |
Rose Coloured Glass | 2019 |
Worried | 2019 |
Century | 2021 |
Moody | 2019 |
Lucid | 2019 |
Deadlocked | 2019 |
Peace Offering | 2021 |
Complacent | 2019 |
Grinding Teeth | 2019 |
Vertigo | 2021 |
My Mental Health | 2021 |
Ache | 2019 |
Take One Capsule a Day | 2021 |