| Couple more bills are hear
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| you tell me don’t worry you
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| Coupons on the table, yeahh
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| tryna find a way to buy food
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| and i’m feeling so lost out here
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| I run to you
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| and i’m feeling so lost our here
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| i run to you run to you
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| running is something you
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| and i had to know well
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| honestly no scars i won’t tell honestly scared to death i won’t sell
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| i ain’t worried about the money
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| go to benefit the hungry
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| its a feeling that i know we both felt
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| and i ain’t no help
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| cause i’m trying to live a dream
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| and it means that it seems I got no wealth
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| and we know hell
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| seen it twice
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| looks something like a bottle with a glass of ice
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| it looks something like a house over half our life
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| it looks something like a letter turning off the lights
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| we can’t pay the price
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| how i am i gonna write at night with no lights
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| and I want it more i see you charging up a bill that you can’t afford
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| so i pray for the day that i can say that i gave you more
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| gave you more
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| open that door
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| you know you deserve it
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| and one day in the future you’ll realize that one day all the pain it was worth
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| it
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| and i get you that house out in Florida with gizmo that view will be perfect
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| you should know that i feel like you raised me alone because daddy was worthless
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| never was working
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| drunk on the couch
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| i’m almost ashamed that i came from you know
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| you finally got sober
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| you figured it out
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| but you sit and you pout
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| no ones ever around when i cap in the gown for sobriety found
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| and forget about years about you letting me down
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| i’m surrounded by people who care about me now
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| now i’m cutting you out and i like how it sound
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| Yeah, i know that we been through it all No, we don’t fall, nobody can break us
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| Cause
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| you believe in me Believe in me that I’m gon make it And I promise on my bones
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| I’ve
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| built this home I’ve built it all for you, just know I built it all for you x2
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| And ontop of it all
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| You call my phone: «mark, the car broke while driving home, just found out we
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| gotta
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| leave our home you see I’m tryna pay the bills in this student loan
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| You see I could have signed a deal, but I wanna keep it real I can barely buy a
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| meal
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| got me feeling broke
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| Until I’m sitting on a bill I ain’t worried bout a mill now i’m hoping that I
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| bring
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| it to the people, hope the used to laugh and joke, they used to push me down
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| I had to find my soul inside I’m lost and found would have been better of
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| without a
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| dad around I know it’s sad to say, but can you blame me now?
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| Can you blame me now?
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| Yelling and screaming alcohol over us what were you thinking I’m tired of
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| watching
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| you drinking
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| I tried to be nice, okay now I’m hoping to sink in
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| And when there was nothing to eat I had friends who were feeding me dinner
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| Drived
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| to your house, stomach would growl
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| open the door and, you notice that I’ve been getting thinner been working all
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| winter
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| been losing my mind, I’ve been stuck in my room it analysing my lines
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| But me, I’m tryna get to know me
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| Momma working at a two jobs ot we got two things in common
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| We fight and believe now I’m trimming the leaves on the family tree
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| I don’t do this for me, me I do this for we
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| we got passion and heart, we’re apart of a ream
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| All I need is a mic and a mac and a beat
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| We’re a fraction of what we could actually be |