Lyrics This Hell - Widmore

This Hell

A way back to the time when I could look you in the eyes and know I’d ever feel
the same
Retrace the blame
I know a better way
Within this home
The conversation holds more than what we know within ourselves
A monster lives to decimate our love and bury it
Where it won’t be found
So tell me how
Tell me how do you justify leaving so much behind?
It’s sickening to know this was never more than
The taste of another lie
Are you satisfied?
I’m losing touch with all the things that keep me here
And I’ve been hoping that this would end
That these thoughts would keep out of my head
And I’ve been counting sheep over my bed
Trying to fall back asleep
Take me away from myself
I never thought I’d be afraid to tell
The truth from the depths of my chest I’ve been running
(No, we won’t be a part of the problem)
Been running from the consequence
Lifelessness is a tragedy that gets the best of me
Holds us away so we refuse to dream
I need to get away
To not be a slave
Just another vessel stranded in the hurricane
I’ve been hoping that this would end
That these thoughts would keep out of my head
I’ve been hoping to break all the change that you’ve made in such a hollow
place (I've been counting sheep over my bed, trying to fall)
Take me away from myself
I never thought I’d be afraid to tell
The truth from the depths of my chest I’ve been running
(No, we won’t be a part of the problem)
Been running from the consequence
So take me away from this Hell
It’s been so long that I can’t even tell
Is this who I’m willing to be is there nothing that can save me?
(No, we won’t be a part of the problem)
Tell me how do you justify leaving so much behind?
It’s sickening to know that this was never more than
The taste of another lie
Are you satisfied?
I’m losing touch with all the things that keep me here
Take me away
From this place where you’ve been
So misguided and searching
To be something more than animals
But we find a way to breed and decay