Lyrics Has Been - Widmore

Has Been

I never meant for things to go down like this
So underplay and I’ll be fine
I hope you’re happy
When you look back
And see you never really had a choice
Of where you’re going and how to get there
But your lack of control
Has left you stranded without
(hope of rescue)
Oh, why have I always been so blind?
There’s no saving you
With so much left uncertain
Will you please just let me…
…lie here waiting
For the waves to come and take me away
I’ve always wanted to really know
If I’m afraid of sinking
I want to feel like I’ve done more than I could
(To be honest I’m hoping that I)
Will be misunderstood
How can I fix myself
When everything around me seems to fade?
It comes in waves while I let it take me under
(But it makes me wonder)
…lie here waiting
I understand that I am not worth saving
I’m well aware and I know
How hard it gets
When you get lost
Still finding out
How dark it gets
I never figured it out
I think I’ll figure it out
But to be honest
I’m already falling short
Tell me why
If you’re so god damn alone then why waste time
In believing I’m still coming home when I’m not?
Calm down
Let it all out
I want you to be safe
I want you to be proud
Whether or not
I recognize it
My demons they somehow still know where to find me