| And as we approaching the end of the summer
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| I haven’t been doing much
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| Just writing my friends losing touch
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| Whenever we chill
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| Ain’t a lot just a couple of us
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| But it ain’t the same as it was like showing up late interrupting class like we
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| care
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| All them people ain’t fuckin with us but I never changed for no one I followed
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| my dream til it’s a reality here
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| And I knew that one day it would come and music it gave me the hope I need
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| everyday just to cope anxiety fears
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| Everyone that I knew growing up
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| It’s college or working a bunch
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| Society turned them to clones
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| And I don’t know where I’ma go
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| Cuz I know I’m worth so much more
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| Than jobs as a clerk at a store
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| With bosses who lurk over shoulders
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| Why you seem scared to be different from the rest of the crowd
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| I told you they never accept me I accepted myself
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| And that’s the difference when you live for you or somebody else
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| Nobody gonna know what’s best for you except you for now
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| And everyday start to feel the same I can’t remember bout a time it didn’t feel
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| this way (this way)
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| I swear anxiety feel so strange (so strange)
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| Don’t worry bout me just do your thing (thing)
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| And if you feel alone I can relate I used to think I was the only one but then
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| it changed (changed)
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| Stay inside today (today)
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| It’s like I waste my life away (away)
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| And when I say fuck this world
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| What I mean is just the people cuz they evil but it seem so therapeutic by the
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| trees so I just visit frequently and speak of things I’m thinkin bout
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| It’s just me the sea a breeze and creatures who all live around
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| Was I meant to be alone sometimes it feel so comfortable
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| No one to focus one but you
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| But other times it’s not as cool
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| It’s nothing new
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| The fuck is you doing just up in your room and discussing your mood with nobody
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| you just talking to you
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| What I’ve learned could seem so hard to teach (everyday start to feel the same)
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| To people who was lost as me
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| And if you asked about it I don’t know where I would start
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| You see you weren’t meant to follow sheep
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| And people they will talk regardless of the shit you do that’s why I do the
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| shit I want and keep away from it
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| And fuck the hate nothing that they even say should ever changed what you
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| planned inside your brain fuck em
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| Don’t wanna waste none the time that you got
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| It’s up to you to pave the way and break up out of the spot you in
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| And everyday start to feel the same I can’t remember bout a time it didn’t feel
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| this way (this way)
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| I swear anxiety feel so strange (so strange)
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| Don’t worry bout me just do your thing (thing)
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| And if you feel alone I can relate I used to think I was the only one but then
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| it changed (changed)
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| Stay inside today (today)
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| It’s like I waste my life away (away) |