| Years go by Ida changed a lot
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| But this image in my mind is the same as how it was
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| When I was a kid tryna make Hip-Hop
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| Everybody not convinced I could make it nah
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| Fuck college you probably shouldn’t save a spot for me what if you don’t make
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| it what’s your plan about to be?
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| Honestly I never really gave it thought
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| Or had a doubt in my mind till the people surroundin' me
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| Always had to comment and seem distraught, writing lines on the paper when the
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| days it got to me had a note pad full of things I’d jot, anything inside my
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| mind tryna' make it rhyme, I remember that my father he hated how I be,
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| takin' all the papers and throwin' 'em out and be loud sayin' «wow you think that’s art»
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| Barely knowin' shit about anything that I could be
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| I don’t even wanna work bitch fuck that shit
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| I’ma write another verse than go scrap it
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| Till I’m sayin all the words that I want back to back
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| It makes sense cause you pussies can’t match it
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| The fact is half these rappers lame spit the same shit and they gettin plays,
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| listens everyday what difference does it make
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| If I’m tryna change shit and all the listeners are sayin 'no thanks, hate it'
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| The FUCK I need to do?
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| Shut the fuck up cause I’m gonna speak the truth
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| So sick of the repetition fuck flexin' pics and the expensive whips
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| And rough sex with woman I’m not convinced that that’s how you livin' maybe I
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| don’t get it maybe I’m just different I’m pessimistic no friends to vent to
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| just pens and writtens no rent to give you I’m broke as fuck I don’t trust a
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| soul I don’t smoke no blunts cause I don’t trust the smoke I don’t go in public
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| I’m just up at home my minds so corrupted yeah so are you so don’t fucking
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| judge me cause it’s over nothing but because you suck I sound so disruptive
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| Yea you jealous of all the attention I could potentially harness if I’m gettin
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| farther
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| Oh god oh god can you please answer my family believe we should talk
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| Everytime I call the machine answer I’m startin' to think that your phone is
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| off my competition is not depicted how I had pictured y’all got no gift y’all
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| not the shit you just a pile of it so shut the fuck up cause it’s time to
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| listen up
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| I just wanna know if I’m ever ganna make it up out this hell
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| And things are getting colder on my own but I don’t fuck with nobody else
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| What I gotta say for you to listen fuck the gimmick that you tryna sell
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| I really mean it when I’m sayin' that I’m different from the shit that people
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| try to tell me is fire well G someone try and help me understand it fuck it you
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| don’t gotta bother helping
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| I’m keeping to my own self G
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| I’m making Paths you couldn’t follow down these, ay |