Lyrics Amor - Whxami

Amor

She got me falling down again
«Before it, you know
Other things will make you happy temporarily
But, it is temporary»
«I started talking about happiness, like the first part about»
«Yeah, right»
«And, I think that that’s something that people really need to remember»
«It's not awful but»
«Is that like, you shouldn’t always search externally for happiness»
«I don’t want you to be like worried about that»
«Because then you might set an expectation and might be let down»
«And real happiness is something that you have to find inside of yourself»
«I lov you»
Lost so many people I thought I could say I love
But nowadays, could barly ever even say hello
Could run away before these people ever even know
They said I’m really gone
It seems that I lost my focus and I always get carried away
So when I thought, there’s so much to say
But somehow I never really show
I guess I’m losing hope
Riding around like woah, hey
I said I guess that I’m falling, hey
Is it like the leaves in autumn?
How often you’re changing on me
I guess it’s true, the world I’m on wasn’t made here for me
You can take it, I don’t want it, hey
Shorty, I pull
Don’t even by the morning
My homies never call me, hey
I can tell they’re fucking real
And the ones who fucking want shit
Got leeches crawling on my
I keep pushing these bitches off me
I cut off everybody
Got bruises on my body, hey
Something have to always haunt me
Remember what you told me, ay
Lost so many people I thought I could say I love
But nowadays could barely ever even say hello
Could run away before these people ever even know
They said I’m really gone
It seems that I lost my focus and I always get carried away
So when I thought, there’s so much to say
But somehow I never really show
I guess I’m losing hope
Still I’m screaming «fuck this»
I pop a drug if I need to numb this
You bugging, she never loved me
She must’ve lost it
I’m pleading down on my knees
And I know she sees it
She want this
She doesn’t want me to live
Said I’m crushed then
Still I need to see your smile
Can we speak just one last time?
Knew it was over that one night
When he was standing all right there by your side
It got me thinking like
«I- I don’t want to lose myself
Over this stupid bitch who trying to kill me»
If I lie from being used for help
And being genuine whenever 'til you lose me
I cried the same night your
Was thinking I would take my life up in the evening
I might, I think I found my drug
But what is life if she ain’t ever mean a thing to me?
She ain’t ever mean a thing to me
Ain’t a thing to me, yeah