| I wake up in the morning, its the same old thing
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| Another day alone just rhyme writing (oh)
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| It’s getting a little old
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| Feeling kind of cold
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| When do you say you took your dream too far
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| And finally come to grips with the person you are
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| I think for some of us the dream’s too vivid
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| And the gift we’ve been given is the curse that comes with it
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| If you strive for perfection and progress
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| You beat your own ass in the process
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| Man I’m satisfied never
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| My shit always could be better
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| Shit the verse I’m saying now could be way more clever
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| I remember when there wasn’t no pressure
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| I just do this
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| Before the music was part of a to do list
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| I love writing but why I’m clueless
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| It’s peaceful yet deceitful
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| Like a Buddhist Judas
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| And its’s fucking up my brain
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| But somehow it’s the only thing that keeps me sane
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| I guess I’m like a little goth art student
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| Take away his pen, next day at school he starts shooting
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| But arts stupid
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| If you consider the bitter cost of this
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| All the relationships I’ve lost to this
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| All the times that I hit ignore when my family and friends they would call for
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| this
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| A constant state of exhaustiveness
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| I give my all to this
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| A stressful endeavor like tiger woods probably thinks that golfing is
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| I should get a office gig
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| But I can’t cause I’m over here dreaming
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| And as I write another song I just feel like screaming
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| Stop fucking with me
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| Stop judging me
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| I just want to live comfortably
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| And I ain’t talking about wealth
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| I’m talking about my brain
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| I’m talking about mental health
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| Stop fucking with me
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| Stop judging me
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| I look around and suddenly
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| I realize that there’s nobody else
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| The only one judging me is myself
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| Most people they got big dreams and big plans
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| End up as a big flock of sacrificial lambs
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| A single achiever
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| Can make a billion believers
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| Look at the children they’re all willing and eager
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| Like when I was a kid I watched Jordan play
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| And dreamed of being up on the NBA court one day
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| Realized early that I didn’t have it
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| That don’t mean that there ain’t people that took that stab at it
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| Like my man every day practice shooting baskets
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| Dreaming about playing for the magic or mavericks
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| High school star a 30 point a night average
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| 4 year college starter alright average
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| Didn’t get drafted
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| Still he could see the dream
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| Now he’s 35 playing for some European team
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| Knees fucked up constantly throbbing
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| Now he’s popping Oxycontin
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| And it’s becoming a problem
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| Had to move back with his mom
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| And she want him to get a job
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| But he doesn’t have any qualities they need
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| Can’t put 3-man weave drills
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| Under specialty skills
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| More and more he eats pills
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| Prescription refills
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| He still sees that dream that vision and it haunts him
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| A voice inside his head and it taunts him
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| His mom thinking that he’s on something
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| And she right
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| As he screams in the middle of the night
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| Stop fucking with me
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| Stop judging me
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| I just want to live comfortably
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| And I ain’t talking about wealth
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| I’m talking about my brain
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| I’m talking about mental health
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| Stop fucking with me
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| Stop judging me
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| I look around and suddenly
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| I realize that there’s nobody else
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| The only one judging me is myself
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| I wake up in the morning it’s the same old thing…
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| I wake up in the morning it’s the same old thing…
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| We can’t all be heroes
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| Shit, it’s hard enough not to crack under the pressure of average expectations
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| Most of my heroes were drug addicts
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| So dream high and be prepared to fall really fucking far
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| Take a walk around the city
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| Tour L. A
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| Listen to what addicted women on the corner say
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| Study their words many of them weren’t born this way
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| Many moved here back in the day
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| Thinking that they’d be the next Dorris Day
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| There was role she was born to play
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| But somewhere she went astray
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| Some people crack on the day that disappointment comes
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| When they realize they ain’t one of the annointed ones
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| She saw the vision
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| And she came here on a mission
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| Audition after audition
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| But she never caught a glimpse
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| Of success and then she got older
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| And the industry disowned
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| Told herself that it was over
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| Now she never ever sober
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| And it drove her to the point
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| She can’t control her own emotions or addictions
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| But she still sees the vision when she’s dreaming
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| A voice in her head like a demon
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| And she on sunset at the bus stop screaming
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| Stop fucking with me
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| Stop judging me
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| I just want to live comfortably
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| And I ain’t talking about wealth
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| I’m talking about my brain
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| I’m talking about mental health
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| Stop fucking with me
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| Stop judging me
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| I look around and suddenly
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| I realize that there’s nobody else
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| The only one judging me is myself
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| But, stop fucking with me |