Lyrics Numb - Vårum

Numb

You and I seemed so right to begin with
Picture perfect, great on paper
What the hell was I even on
Cos I can pinpoint the exact moment I realised
The battle fought, you’d won
Ooh
Our bodies intertwined, your hand a perfect fit in mine
Now all we had has only turned into regret down the line
I was insane
Hoping you could change
You’ll always be the one my eyes met
Across that crowded floor
Was all in vain
Cos you never let me in
Out of my mind and I must have been blind
I’m numb to the core
I was a fool just like before
How could I get it so wrong
When we always lost our way
I put up with your shit
And I don’t know how I let you stay
You were bad news
And I knew it from the start
But you went on to play your part brilliantly
So you could place the blame on me
I was insane
Waiting on you to change
You’ll always be the one you were
All those many boys before
Was all in vain
Cos you never let me in
Out of my depth and it felt so wrong
I’m numb to the core
I was a fool just like before
So you didn’t think it’d sting so hard
That love could ever turn you down or tear into your heart
You never saw it coming, my makeshift life imploding
On the day we fell apart
I was insane
Thinking you could change
You’ll always be the one who made love feel like war
Was all in vain
Cos I always let you in
You made me weak when I should have been strong
I’m numb to the core