Lyrics Disparity - Vårum

Disparity

I wake up alone in the dark with your voice echoing right through me
What’s now just a mark keeps stinging
An ending fading, but bad as can be
I can’t pretend to forget
The idea of us overshadowed every regret
Through each night you’re all I see
All the lies pushed me through
And my dishonesty failed me too
It paved my way
When I crossed the line
Now I can’t erase what we could have been
And I can’t replace what I left wayside when you’re gone
I gave my pride
So you’ve won
So you’ve won
I wish I could tell you (I wish I could tell you)
Just where I went wrong (Just where I went wrong)
How I turned so heartless and lost foresight
With what I had done
But those lies pushed me through
And the disparity failed me too
My mistakes then drew the line
Now I can’t erase what we could have been
And I can’t retrace what we left wayside when you’re gone
I gave my pride
So you’ve won
There we were, by the side of the road
My head in my hands
The flames dissolved the wreckage
But not my deceit as it stands
Cos when I lost control
I didn’t make a sound
So forgive me, but I was always gonna let you down
Now I can’t erase all that has been
And I can’t retrace who I was now he’s been outdone
There’s no going back
Now that you’re gone