
Date of issue: 21.10.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Lonely on Christmas |
Love this holiday |
Just leave me lonely |
Let me fade away |
I’m finding it hard to try to love this time of year |
Just leave me lonely |
Let me hide beside my fears |
December 25th 1994 |
3 car pile up on the 2-way road |
Only one survived and you already know |
That it was me but the driver from the end of his road |
Now I’m making phone calls to everyone he knows |
Ruinin everybody’s holiday spirit but I suppose |
They hear it from the poet who made it |
Even worse than yall know |
I ain’t do it to hurt, I’m already feeling lower than dirt |
Like I’m leaving the earth |
Just to be alone separated from life’s birth |
The world segregates and leave me to be on this Christmas |
Cause it’s still a little bit too much to deal with |
Alone I sit tryna keep it together |
But the more drunk I get the more I remember |
That fateful night when you lost your life |
And ever since then in my heart Christmas don’t feel right |
Love this holiday |
Just leave me lonely |
Let me fade away |
I’m finding it hard to try to love this time of year |
Just leave me lonely |
Let me hide beside my fears |
No more songs being sung in harmony |
No more door to door carolers come to bother me |
Leave me alone rather be buried in snow |
Than to let this feeling that I’m feeling have the chance to carry on |
I’m like Ebeneezer but I’m down in the dumps |
Hope the ghost of Christmas future had the feel to lift me up |
Put me back amongst the rest with the smiles of joy |
The way you used to captivate me when I was a little boy |
Its been a long time since and each and every Christmas |
Grow a little bit colder and further from happiness |
Now I would never ever want to ruin your time of cheer |
So I will keep my distance and sit right here |
All alone and by myself not even a Christmas tree |
I’m embarrassed at the thoughts you’re probably thinking of me |
So I won’t think about it |
I just close my eyes in a cold dark room as I refuse to try to |
Love this holiday |
Just leave me lonely |
Let me fade away |
I’m finding it hard to try to love this time of year |
Just leave me lonely |
Let me hide beside my fears |
They say that time passes on and it heals all wounds |
But this one cut a little too deep and I assume |
Which is fine on my feet I can walk out of the gloom |
That consumes me like the walls on the room |
Been lying for when its finally through |
When I could move on |
But for now, Christmas is just too wrong |
Wish I could sing a new song |
Instead I’m chucking deuces like a two prong |
Love this holiday |
Just leave me lonely |
Let me fade away |
I’m finding it hard to try to love this time of year |
Just leave me lonely |
Let me hide beside my fears |
Yo minding your own |
Digging alone |
Giving me the gift |
You better get gone |
You look in the mail |
Don’t answer the phone |
Then fuck off in the car |
And get in your zone |
Yo minding your own |
Digging alone |
Giving me the gift |
You better get gone |
You look in the mail |
Don’t answer the phone |
Then fuck off in the car |
And get in your zone |
Yo minding your own |
Digging alone |
Giving me the gift |
You better get gone |
You look in the mail |
Don’t answer the phone |
Then fuck off in the car |
And get in your zone |
Yo minding your own |
Digging alone |
Giving me the gift |
You better get gone |
You look in the mail |
Don’t answer the phone |
Then fuck off in the car |
And get in your zone |
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