
Date of issue: 25.04.2019
Record label: Majik Ninja Entertainment
Song language: English
disappear |
Please don’t let me go outside of my bedroom |
Or I won’t live another day, I promise I’ll be dead soon |
You cannot understand the kind of life that I’ve gone through |
Is what I tell myself to feel better, but it don’t really help, rather |
Place blame, live in shame, it’s so inane, it’s my fault |
And you all you have to say is look at everything it cost (True) |
I’m a soul so lost (True), addiction knows no cross |
I just want to close my eyes and try my best to sleep it off |
When I’m high, I’m so high that the lows don’t exist |
And when I float by, the whole time I ain’t move an inch |
I lost control of my left eye, now I’m stuck with this twitch |
And all the sores over my body are contagious as shit |
I need you here 'cause if this don’t work and my body’s too weak |
For me to fight through the withdrawals, hold on, let me speak |
I don’t want to be another junkie on a leash |
Just blowin' through my life like garbage in the streets |
So I take my last chance and hope I get to see the sun |
But if this don’t work out, I need you to let everybody come |
And maybe they won’t make the same kind of mistakes as I have done |
But if they do, at least they get a chance to see the only outcome |
All my problems go (Disappear, disappear) |
Close my eyes and then (Disappear, disappear) |
Holdin' my head, I can’t (Disappear, disappear) |
Open my eyes, I hope (Disappear, disappear) |
All my problems go (I can make it disappear) |
Close my eyes and then (Watch it all disappear) |
Holdin' my head, I can’t (I hope that it disappear) |
Open my eyes, I hope (That it all disappear) |
Inkblots like a Rorschach Test |
Tell me what you see when my thoughts manifest |
Like a noose on my neck and the bricks on my feet |
And a demon on my chest and it listens when I sleep |
Complicated, life changes once |
Either mutate with it or you live in disgust |
Overcome by the pressure like a fish belly-up |
Obstacles in life can be different, various |
To the ones that break the bread and eat the crust |
Some throw you in the wheel wells under the bus |
Try to be different, try to love and trust |
But the bad taste lingers like a memory of us |
I can’t change it back but I can back it up |
Now and forth this life as a guideline |
With the grains of sand, I’m not a pillar of salt |
Who’s fault and why we argue all the time |
Disappear into thin air |
Shell of a man, never felt here in the first |
Tense, still I feel a purpose |
To change the world 'fore I purge the soul of serpents |
I can make anything happen |
You ain’t seen nothing but fractions |
Feelings and overreactions, hate and attraction |
Givin' my sentiments traction, verbally all-terrain |
Right off the rails like a runaway train |
Sayin' that we are the same is insane |
And all of this happens inside of my brain |
And everything therein contained |
Today and every day I push it away and make it disappear |
Your life’s a mess, I’ll make it crystal clear |
Take a listen here, you can change gears, fuck fear |
All my problems go (Disappear, disappear) |
Close my eyes and then (Disappear, disappear) |
Holdin' my head, I can’t (Disappear, disappear) |
Open my eyes, I hope (Disappear, disappear) |
All my problems go (I can make it disappear) |
Close my eyes and then (Watch it all disappear) |
Holdin' my head, I can’t (I hope that it disappear) |
Open my eyes, I hope (That it all disappear) |
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