Lyrics Stigma - Thousand Thoughts

Stigma

I hate the way it
Hides among the shadows, Waiting for theS
Lightest bit of storm…
It was not my choice
To be this hollow
Or to be so
Numb with sorrow
As I fall into the sinkhole, I
Pretend I’m strong when it’s…
…All going wrong.
I
Hate the way they
Carry on the stigma
Even when they say
We should unite
T’s times like this
I learn who’s got my back
‘Cos they don’t
Practice what they preach
As I fall into the sinkhole
Will anybody even reach?
You know how long it takes
To see if I’m okay —
There are no excuses.
I
'm fed up, I’m done;
Had enough of it
Silently yelling
‘Cos no-one seems to listen —
You’re so oblivious, incoherent
And inconsistent;
We need to talk about it more
But you lot need some wisdom
Smiling’s getting tiring
Under this condition…
Cerebral cataclysm
There are people I
Put on a pedestal, terrible
‘Cos there isn’t a reason to
And they don’t have a clue
What I’m feelin' I’m sick of
Repeating myself
Mum isn’t well
Going through hell;
All it takes is a message and
A message only takes seconds
You know how long it takes
To see if I’m okay —
There are no excuses
I’m fed up, I’m done;
Had enough of it
Whenever I explain
It never seems to change
So I just back away
I’m fed up, I’m done;
I’m tired of feeling alone
Slowly, I’ve become
So disconnected
My eyes are red
Can’t handle it
Black like liquorice —
Pain discomforting
My minds abyss;
My life’s in bits
You know how long it takes
To see if I’m okay?
There are no excuses
I’m fed up, I’m done;
Had enough of it
Whenever I explain
It never seems to change
So I just back away
I’m fed up, I’m done;
I’m tired of feeling alone