Lyrics Control - Thousand Thoughts

Control

Looking down the barrel of a heart-marked sleeve
I push aside what you do to me
It’s tough to give affection when you don’t receive enough
You take what you want and burn away my trust
Looking in the mirror of a constant lie
I always put faith in the fear inside
It’s tough to make an effort when you never really try
You take what you want and I swallow my pride
So in control and I don’t say a word
‘Cos whenever I do I’m so absurd
No more, no more, I know the score
This was never anything I bargained for
You are taking over me and
I can’t seem to stop this
No this isn’t fair on me
But you don’t seem to drop this
Looking out the depths of it to analyse
I’m starting to doubt, If I’m even right
I take responsibility, apologise
But in a week’s time another petty thing rises
So in control and I don’t say a word
‘Cos whenever I do I’m so absurd
No more, no more, I know the score
This was never anything I bargained for
You are taking over me and
I can’t seem to stop this
No this isn’t fair on me
But you don’t seem to drop this
You are taking over me and
I can’t seem to stop this
No this isn’t fair on me
But you don’t seem to drop this
I beg you leave me be
It’s getting hard to breathe
I beg you leave me be
Stop taking over me
You
Just keep on going
You
You just keep on going
You
You just keep on going
You
You’re in control of me
You are taking over me and
I can’t seem to stop this
No this isn’t fair on me
But you don’t seem to drop this
You are taking over me and
I can’t seem to stop this
No this isn’t fair on me
But you don’t seem to drop this
No you don’t seem to drop this
You’re never gonna drop this, are you