| Leanna Nechlon pouts blood and tears. |
| I taste her
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| Neck. |
| I can now make her eyes roll to white. |
| Her pulse
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| Rate quickens. |
| Throbs upon my probing tongue. |
| Stars
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| Fall above us, burning for us. |
| Leanna became the whore
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| That save me from life. |
| I’ve lost faith.
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| Decrepit falls my Boston church, cloaking us from
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| Within. |
| I tip the cup, life’s challice vermillion. |
| The lost
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| Drug of God has won. |
| Nine angels, obscene devices for
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| The cruel torment of the will. |
| Consume thy paper, it will
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| Have to guide us to Earth’s Heaven above.
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| Flashing light will envelope my body. |
| Give me the
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| Strength I have lost but will need. |
| Transcendental my Noema develops. |
| Pumping nectar from the darkest sun.
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| Leanna Nechlon bleeds scriptures and lies. |
| I drink
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| Her thought, poison from it. |
| I will make her…
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| As one I write, messenger of God. |
| The inkwell
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| Empties. |
| Words are colored life’s red.
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| Leanna stares, quenched by her fear. |
| Sliding her
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| Hand across my face. |
| Going down upon my lips.
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| Feeling the blood pour so warm. |
| Tasting like hope, love,
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| And rust. |
| Onto the quill it flows so quick. |
| Finish the
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| Verse, begin another phrase of lore. |
| Leanna laughs as Her wrist fills my cup, and there I was when Leanna
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| Died. |
| Write some more.
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| As one I write, messenger of God. |
| The inkwell
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| Empties. |
| Words are colored life’s red.
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| God exists, God is good, God is omnipotent. |
| You
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| Can only have two of three. |
| To choose them all you
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| Contradict. |
| Mackie knew the rules so well he made
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| Anselm disintegrate, as Pascal sat to toss his coins on The farthest part of the Universe.
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| Dead not gone.
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| Paper is my torment. |
| The quill is my scalpel. |
| I am My own thesis. |
| The pain grows with the years.
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| The rain falls down my face and on silent Leanna.
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| I’ve lost. |
| The Universe calls me. |
| Oh, Mother take rne
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| Home. |