| My life is black. |
| My beret is black. |
| My apartment is black. |
| My girlfriend is, well, she’s very tan. |
| Oh, vast blatant train yard of apocalyptic America, hissing and groaning like a |
| horse on fire with a wick like gravy in Evanston like stone. |
| Greasing the abnormal skillet of anti-ardorous desire dropping dollops in |
| dreamlike cornucopias until nightfall of concupiscent somnolence 'til the |
| schoolboys know… and the carnival barkers know… and the legions of lowing |
| lettuce pickers know, and all those in and out of the «know» know that roaches |
| are building a motel for us. |
| America! You’re an unfriendly waitress with bad cappuccino. |
| «I'm in pain,» he said. |
| I said, «I know what you mean.» |
| «No,» he said, «I'm in pain.» |
| I said, «I know what you mean.» |
| He said, «No, man, you’re standing on my foot.» |
| Come with me now for I feel the tiny teeth of time on my tremorous testicles |
| like two twin tintypes of -- I hate it when I get stuck on «t». |
| Come now and weep sweet elevators of glorious infatuation niceties, |
| covered like miserable telephones in the Arizona dawn of cracked brake drums |
| and creaky screen porches, glowering on the eternal Friday like Ulysses Grant |
| in a swimsuit rolling his own… like Catholicism, like cool mud, |
| like some wild sirocco of canvas backdrop nothiningness in a cucumber sandwich |
| called Suffering. God, that’s good. |
| And in America, when the sun goes down, and the tide goes out, and the people |
| gather 'round and they all begin to shout… |
| When, in resonant sweet shoop alleyways the hyena calls of drunken Spaniards |
| rattle the glass where I, in second floor oyster bars, sit, digging it… |
| where dogs eat dictionaries and vomit complete sentences. When now, and now, |
| and now go the clanging departures of cosmos after cosmos, and we, |
| fired like tiny arrows arc toward death, I think of Dean Moriarty. |
| I even think of old Dean Moriarty. |
| I look at where I am, and I know it is time to find a new… booking agent. |
| (Look at this dump.) |