| I remember way back when I wanted you to be mine,
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| and now that I kinda had you I wonder was it all a waste of time?
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| And did it make sense jumping into something knowing that I’d get hurt.
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| Well I don’t know but my boss thinks not it makes me less productive at work.
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| And all my friends told me to look out, 'cause you were treating me like shit.
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| But I swallowed my pride, and bit my tongue and tried to just deal with it.
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| And I blame the whatevership’s termination on why things are never fine.
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| I dreaded this moment from the day that we met, we have to say goodbye.
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| Now all I do is pine and smoke with all my friends.
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| I regret not moving on even though I told you I did.
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| Fuck, shit, damn it, how many times do I have to call you now just because you
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| called me first?
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| We’re nothing together but a bunch of obligations that just make me feel worse.
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| So why was I the last to know when you ride some other guy?
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| And why should I have even cared that night you said you cried?
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| Well my stomach threw up my daily nutrition and your anti-morals robbed me
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| blind.
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| I loved you and you blew it and you broke your own heart.
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| So eat this last goodbye.
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| And all that time we wasted on each other did it mean so little that you could
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| find another
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| to replace me, whatever I mean, my heart as well. |
| When can I get over this/stop
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| hating myself?
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| As the days go by I’ll find someone better to keep me warm in the cold winter
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| weather.
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| You had to slit my throat, fist the wound, and bleed my carcass dry
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| So piss off. |
| This is the last goodbye. |