Lyrics This World Is Not for Me - Sylvan

This World Is Not for Me

Living with promises — broken and light
Flowing through confidence — I know — and dampening ties
And this world is not for me, so I have to leave
And this world is not for me — now that I see …
Weakening constantly body and soul
Killing all sympathies — that’s me — just when they grow
Pull up myself — desperately — at least I have tried
One day I’ll know — eventually — for what I have cried
Hazy shades of happiness are rushing through my head
Vanishing reluctantly and leaving me so sad
Mesmerizing melodies within a bygone dream
Wish I could keep hold of it but I know it’s not for me …
Fuzzy and doubtfully, humbled and criticized
Drowning predictably, everything memorized
Bluish rose-colored glass — black with a touch of white
Still hold myself apart — self-pity mixed with pride again …
Million stars above I see — all for you — what’s left for me?