| One more time, I’ll make it clear
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| This some shit I hate to share
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| Escape this life or pay the fare
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| Grab this gun and aim it there
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| Shoot my pain and slay my fear
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| Before I die, I say my prayer
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| Don’t worry about the mess, just lay me there
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| This is all I got, so lay me bare
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| Look, one more time, I’ll make it clear
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| This some shit I hate to share
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| Escape this life or pay the fare
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| Grab this gun and aim it there
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| Shoot my pain and slay my fear
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| Before I die, I say my prayer
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| Don’t worry about the mess, just lay me there
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| This is all I got, so lay me bare
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| Lord, help me, please, I’m breaking down
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| Tryna call my name and take my crown
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| Little bit of pain, I’ll paint the town
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| When they put me in my grave, don’t make a sound
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| 'Cause there’s still some days I find it hard
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| Smoke my spliff and write my bars
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| I know they see me climb the charts
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| But plaques won’t help me find my heart
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| Yo, God, what’s good? |
| I need you bad
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| Devil’s in my ear, I need you back
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| Got scars in my soul, I’ve been attacked
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| Even when I’m low, I seem relaxed
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| But then year’s been mad, I lost my way
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| They think I went ghost to drop my tape
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| Not knowing that I fell and lost my faith
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| Like, Satan, please no, not today
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| So fuck this shit, this ain’t a joke
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| Just to get away, I take a toke
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| I took this pain and made a boat
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| Lord knows how the fuck it’s staying afloat
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| Last year, I cried too many times
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| Weren’t for Flipz and weren’t for rhymes
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| Weren’t for Rachel, weren’t for Kelly
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| Man, them people saved my life
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| Like man’a get low sometimes, so low sometimes
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| Airplane mode on my phone sometimes
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| Sitting in my house with tears in my face
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| Can’t answer the door to my bro sometimes
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| Roaming around all alone sometimes
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| Don’t know sometimes
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| I was a young Ned Stark
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| But this shit’s like Game of Thrones sometimes
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| One more time, I’ll make it clear
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| This some shit I hate to share
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| Escape this life or pay the fare
|
| Grab this gun and aim it there
|
| Shoot my pain and slay my fear
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| Before I die, I say my prayer
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| Don’t worry about the mess, just lay me there
|
| This is all I got, so lay me bare
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| Look, one more time, I’ll make it clear
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| This some shit I hate to share
|
| Escape this life or pay the fare
|
| Grab this gun and aim it there
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| Shoot my pain and slay my fear
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| Before I die, I say my prayer
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| Don’t worry about the mess, just lay me there
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| This is all I got, so lay me bare
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| Like, bro, I can’t believe I saw my dad
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| Still up in the ends, still driving cabs
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| He said, «Yo, son, I need a car»
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| I kissed my teeth and turned my back
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| Like «Nigga, you ain’t seen my face for years
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| Nigga, you ain’t seen my face for time
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| And the first thing you’re asking for is that?
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| Fuck you, that’s where I draw the line!»
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| Should’ve dashed through a rack like, «Keep the change»
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| And fuck letting go, I’ll keep the pain
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| 23 years, I’m still the same
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| When you hear this, I hope you feel ashamed
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| Cah' we were broke like what the fuck
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| Mum did well to hold us up
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| But yet she still forgave your arse
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| But Mumzy’s cool, I’m cold as fuck
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| Fuck that! |
| I’m still not over this
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| Fuck that! |
| Nah, I’m still not over this
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| Flipz told me someone died in Heath
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| Like, «Please don’t say I know the kid»
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| When I heard TS, I kissed my teeth
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| And then I broke down in disbelief
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| My bro TH and Yogi too
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| Man, I’ll be damned to miss the streets
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| But I still got old school friends that I shoulda been cool with
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| Man that I ride for, man I went school with
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| Man that I love and man I kicked ball with
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| My phone’s there, just call it
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| But I guess things just got strange for me
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| But you all grew fast and gracefully
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| I left my hood and grabbed the mic
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| And I got me a girl that prays for me
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| One more time, I’ll make it clear
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| This some shit I hate to share
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| Escape this life or pay the fare
|
| Grab this gun and aim it there
|
| Shoot my pain and slay my fear
|
| Before I die, I say my prayer
|
| Don’t worry about the mess, just lay me there
|
| This is all I got, so lay me bare
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| Look, one more time, I’ll make it clear
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| This some shit I hate to share
|
| Escape this life or pay the fare
|
| Grab this gun and aim it there
|
| Shoot my pain and slay my fear
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| Before I die, I say my prayer
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| Don’t worry about the mess, just lay me there
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| This is all I got, so lay me bare |