| Today, up on this hill, I'm counting all the killers
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| They sway as they swarm, a look of gluttons in their eyes
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| They mutter as the body loses warmth
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| They pick your bones like locks inside a tomb
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| And take great care to not take care of you
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| Here's an unexplainable one
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| Here's an unexplainable one
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| While I was learning to live, we all were living a lie
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| I guess you got what you wanted
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| So I will settle for a slaughterhouse soaked in blood and betrayal
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| It's always somebody else, somebody else was me
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| You want the real smile?
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| Or the one I used to practice not to feel like a failure?
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| I don't need you to do it for me
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| I don't need you to understand
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| I don't need you to hide it from me
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| I just want to feel like any other man
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| I won't show you the whole story
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| I won't show you the aftermath
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| I won't show you my allegory
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| Don't look away
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| Here's an unexplainable one
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| Here's an unexplainable one
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| Here's an unexplainable one
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| I'm not ahead of my time, I just drew the first breath
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| If I'm alive tomorrow
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| I will alleviate the pressure by cutting you out of me
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| I found my bottom line dead on the front lines
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| I know I'll never go home
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| So set fire to your ships and past regrets and be free
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| I don't need you to do it for me
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| I don't need you to understand
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| I don't need you to hide it from me
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| I just want to feel like any other man
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| I won't show you the whole story
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| I won't show you the aftermath
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| I won't show you my allegory
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| Don't look away
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| Here's an unexplainable one
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| What have you done?
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| What have you done?
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| Yeah
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| Oh, while I was learning to live, you taught me how to die
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| I guess I got what I wanted
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| Another needle in the back through purified scarification
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| It wasn't somebody else, you fucking did it to me
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| You want a real smile?
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| I haven't smiled in years |