| I push my fingers into my eyes. | 
| It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache. | 
| But it's made of all the things I have to take. | 
| Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside. | 
| If the pain goes on... ah! | 
| I have screamed until my veins collapsed | 
| I've waited as my time's elapsed | 
| Now all I do is live with so much fate | 
| I've wished for this, I've bitched at that | 
| I've left behind this little fact: | 
| You cannot kill what you did not create | 
| I've gotta say what I've gotta say | 
| And then I swear I'll go away | 
| But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise | 
| I guess I'll save the best for last | 
| My future seems like one big past | 
| You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice | 
| I push my fingers into my eyes | 
| It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache | 
| If the pain goes on, | 
| I'm not gonna make it! | 
| Put me back together | 
| Or separate the skin from bone | 
| Leave me all the pieces | 
| Then you can leave me alone | 
| Tell me the reality is better than the dream | 
| But I found out the hard way, | 
| Nothing is what it seems! | 
| I push my fingers into my eyes | 
| It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache | 
| But it's made of all the things I have to take | 
| Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside | 
| If the pain goes on, | 
| I'm not gonna make it! | 
| All I've got... all I've got is insane. | 
| I push my fingers into my eyes | 
| It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache | 
| But it's made of all the things I have to take | 
| Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside | 
| If the pain goes on, | 
| I'm not gonna make it! | 
| All I've got... all I've got is insane. |