| i’m coming down with it — becoming feverish
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| i look at you and i see everything that i detest
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| my blood begins to boil when my life starts to mimic yours
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| so quick to gratify yourself in fevered lunacy
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| your affliction is the same infection inside me
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| love — what i hate — and i hate everything that i’ve become
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| do — what i despise — every second of my life contradicts my words
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| turn — from what i need — only selfishly — just to lust and feed
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| nauseated and repulsed at my deeds
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| i put my hand to my head and i am becoming feverish
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| you disgust me — i disgust me
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| disgust — disdain — disgust — in pain
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| this life — making me sick
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| rampant — plague in my soul
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| madness — engulfing me
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| host to a…
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| pestilence of my existence
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| it seems stronger every day
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| torn from a thorn in my side
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| blind from a plank in my eye
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| God rid me of disease
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| free me from hypocrisy
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| love — what i hate — and i hate everything that i’ve become
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| do — what i despise — every second of my life contradicts my words
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| turn — from what i need — only selfishly — just to lust and feed
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| nauseated and repulsed at my deeds
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| i put my hand to my head and i am becoming feverish
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| i’m coming down with it — becoming feverish
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| you disgust me — i disgust me
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| disgust — disdain — disgust — in pain |