Lyrics It's Never Ok - Sarah Mary Chadwick

It's Never Ok

I’m just a fool to let you by my side
And you say its cool but I’m never satisfied
Just a modern take
On an 80s great
I wonder what outfit you’re dressing in now
You favoured and shirt now I’m rubbing you out
Just a shifting shape
And just a yawning gape
And its never OK not to love you
And its never OK not to try
And its never OK not to show up
And its never OK to cry
Well I got a lifetime of practice
At keeping the hurting inside
And tying myself to a lover
Who can’t tell I’m even alive
And gone are the moments I put them to task
And gone is the admiration to
Just a faltered
And just a endless wave
And ritualistic the planing i do
We know the steps executed us too
Just a starving waste
And just a carless grace
And its never OK not to love you
And its never OK not to try
And its never OK not to show off
And its never OK to cry
Cause I got a lifetime of practice
At keeping the hurting inside
And tying myself to a lover
Who can’t tell I’m even alive
Well I’m risking it all not to love you
Who knows what’s on the other side
Well I can’t say I’ve ever imagined
But it’s the only thing I haven’t tried
Cause I got a lifetime of practice
At locking the hurting inside
And finding myself only lovers
Who can’t tell I’m even a-
Who can’t even tell I’m even a- a-
Who can’t see I’m even a-
Who can’t see I’m even a- a-
Who don’t care I’m even a-
Who don’t care I’m eve a- a- a- a- a-live