Lyrics I'm Not Allowed in Heaven - Sarah Mary Chadwick

I'm Not Allowed in Heaven

Well, I’m not allowed in Heaven
And I’m trapped here by the sea
And I’m not allowed in Heaven
And its gates do not open for me
Well, I see its lights shine bright
And they’re waving at me through the trees
But I’m not allowed in Heaven
'Til I burn all the sin from me
Well, I’m not allowed in Heaven
I got lied to when I was young
'Cause life’s not about being happy, Sarah
Life’s not about having fun
But I never could fill in the blanks then
And if not fun, then what is life for?
And now I’m just endlessly searching
Without even knowing what for
And I need a promise of sorts
A guarantee something will change
But I’m not allowed in Heaven
There are no guarantees there, I’m afraid
And I see its lights shining bright
They’re waving at me through the trees
But I’m not allowed in Heaven
'Til I burn all the sin from me
And I’m not allowed in Heaven
'Til I burn all the sin from me