Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Wallowing, artist - Ryan Caraveo. Album song Swings, in the genre Рэп и хип-хоп
Date of issue: 11.12.2014
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Tunecore
Song language: English
Wallowing |
Sometimes I feel crazy |
Like I lost half of my mind |
Moving outta decline |
Without a ladder to climb |
And half of the time |
I feel like I’m actually fine |
Battling my personality’s a habit of mine |
I have it in line |
Until I start to think |
I zoned off so long I forgot to blink |
Till my hands go numb and I drop my drink |
And the bath keeps fillin' while I start to sink |
My heart just shrinks |
While I drown in the tub |
Phone ringing but I can’t hear the sound of the buzz |
Feelin' like paradise after downing them drugs |
I don’t think it’ll kill me but I’m down if it does |
An' as I drown in the silence |
The phone ringing by the sink starts soundin' like a siren |
Heard mama’s voice saying this is real life shit |
Boy I didn’t raise you to be nothing like this |
You better start fightin' |
And if you can’t swing em' hands little man |
Then you better start bitin' |
You better start breathin' |
You got a little brother |
He needs someone to look upto and to believe in |
You too young to be leaving |
And you and the man up above ain’t even |
Pain and regret |
I’m laying right between 'em |
I’ve had ten drinks and I still haven’t eaten |
Head keeps pounding |
Heart still beatin' |
Water starts bubbling cause I start screamin' |
Climbed out the tub and I started dry heavin' |
Thinking that it’s time that I slaughtered my demons |
I, let it sink in until the moons gone |
I’m done feelin' hollow |
I been wallowin' too long |
How can I sit and not bother to move on |
When I got a dream and a father to prove wrong |
I mean I gotta keep fightin' this |
I made it this far after all types o' shit |
Still haven’t grown |
Haven’t had a wife and kids |
I mean I’m, nineteen with a life to live |
And sometimes it gets a lot harder than this |
Think it’s no good for you but a part of it is |
Don’t agree please pardon me then |
And Lord keep watching incase I fall off again |