| If today be the day I go
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| Tell em that I did it big and didn’t live life slow
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| Tell my bro stay strong
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| Tell my momma I love her
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| And I’ll forever be alive in the summer
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| June 21st
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| That was a magical night
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| A hundred thousand people dancing all happy bout life
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| And when I stepped into that stadium
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| I was going crazy though
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| I was living fast
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| Pumping drugs into my cranium
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| Ex had me floatin'
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| And Molly had me rollin'
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| And cocaine made me feel like I was in control of
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| My liquor man
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| So go and pour some more liquor man
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| Drippin' my throat
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| I swear it’s gettin' thicker and
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| Smokes gettin' thicker damn
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| Oh shit this my jam
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| Bass hittin' so hard I swear that it can hit your band
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| Livin' for the principle
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| And I don’t wanna stick to plans
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| I just wanna live a little
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| I just wanna lift my hands
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| Rollin' I swear to god that I’m rollin'
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| By three a.m. I ate the whole gram that I was holdin'
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| Fuck sleep my eyes got no signs of closin'
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| Hollerin' at girls and no dimes are posing
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| We’re here bro
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| Yeah we finally made it here bro
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| Livin' life like we some fucking super heroes
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| Call me batman yeah
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| I’m a bad man know that we did it right if this was the last stand
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| If today be the day I go
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| Tell em that I did it big and didn’t live life slow
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| Tell my bro stay strong
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| Tell my momma I love her
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| And I’ll forever be alive in the summer
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| June 22nd
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| That was a horrible day
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| I felt empty
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| There’s really no more can I say
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| I got back in the morning at around 8 o’clock
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| All my friends were in the hotel
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| In a state of shock
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| With the curtains all closed
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| Lying on the ground
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| I went to say «wassup?»
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| And no one tried to make a sound
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| And that’s when John said
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| «Ryan, this is hard to say but
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| Last night Anthony he passed away
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| While we was out partyin'
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| He was in the room
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| Because he had fell asleep from all the shit that he consumed»
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| That’s when I fell backwards my mind in a puzzle
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| They said he died in his sleep
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| With no signs of a struggle huh
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| At least that’s what the coroner said
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| But I took the same drugs yeah
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| There should be more of us dead
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| I should be right there with him
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| Cause I watched him sniff those lines
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| And I popped a pill with him
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| Like 20 different times
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| And I watched him drink a fifth in like
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| 5 minutes flat
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| So if that’s the shit that killed him
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| How can I live with that
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| I’m feelin' low
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| So low
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| I don’t think I’m comin' back
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| Trying to keep my shit together
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| I don’t think that I’m in tact
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| As I sit there tryna pack
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| To get outta this place
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| Still high cause I don’t know the amount that I take
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| Walking through the airport with tears rollin' down my face
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| Everybody’s staring at me like I’m from outer space and
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| I swear that was the longest flight home
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| Questioning everything I’ve ever known
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| Thinking about the legacy I would have left
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| If my friends were flying home with one homie less
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| And it was me that was laying there lifeless
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| I swear to god its so crazy how this life is
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| But make it through the day
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| I might just
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| Cause I feel him with me here as I write this
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| So if today be the day that I go
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| Tell em that I did it big and didn’t live life slow
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| Tell my bro stay strong
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| Tell my momma I love her
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| And I’ll forever be alive in the summer
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| I said
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| If today be the day that I go
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| Tell em that I did it big and didn’t live life slow
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| Tell my bro stay strong
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| Tell my momma I love her
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| And I’ll forever be alive in the summer |