| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid
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| I don’t care if all my debts settled
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| I’m dealing with an upset devil, tryin' to get my head level
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| Indulging all my vices
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| Until I’m cold and lifeless
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| What I call Monday morning
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| Some people call a crisis
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| Repeated losses leads to complete exhaustion
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| The kind that becomes routine when you get defeated this often
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| It’s awful so you just detach
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| Shit is complete trash
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| I need to heal, I don’t need cash
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| Every day when I open my eyes, I feel stuck, I feel stuck
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| I don’t know why I even try to wake up, to wake up
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| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid
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| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid
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| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid
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| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid
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| If you pissin' me, listen to this PSA
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| I don’t wanna be this cold, it’s just in my DNA
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| It’s not malicious either, it’s like a vicious fever
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| Baby girl lift my mood, I wish I could just see her
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| Attention deprivation gives the sense of desolation
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| So when you self-destruct, you don’t regret the detonation
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| It’s more like finally, no one gonna lie to me
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| Ooh, I just won the lottery
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| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| I get a taste when my face hit the pillow case
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| But then it vanish like vanity at an old age
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| Don’t be surprised if I go the Anna Nicole way
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| Every day when I open my eyes, I feel stuck, I feel stuck
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| I don’t know why I even try to wake up, to wake up
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| It’s like one big lie when I apologize for who I am, for who I am
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| I say sorry to the world, I didn’t do it all again, all again
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| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid
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| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid
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| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid
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| Fuck having the bills paid, I just wanna feel okay
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| Fuck having the bills paid, fuck having the bills paid |