| I am born;
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| I am me.
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| I am new.
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| I am free.
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| Look at me;
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| I am young.
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| Sight unseen;
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| life unsung.
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| My eyes have just been opened,
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| and they’re open very wide.
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| Images around me don’t identify inside.
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| Just one blur I recognize,
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| the one that soothes and feeds.
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| My way of life is easy,
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| and as simple are my needs.
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| Yet my eyes are drawn toward
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| the mountain in the east.
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| Fascinates and captivates;
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| gives my heart no peace.
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| The mountain holds the sunrise
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| in the prison of the night,
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| till bursting forth from rocky chains,
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| the valley floods with light.
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| Living one long sunrise,
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| for to me all things are new.
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| I’ve never watched the sky grow
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| pale, or strolled through fields of dew.
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| I do not know of dust to dust.
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| I live from breath to breath.
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| I live to climb that mountain
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| to the Fountain of Lamneth.
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| II. |
| Didacts and Narpets
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| Listen!
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| III. |
| No One At the Bridge
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| Crying back to consciousness,
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| the coldness grips my skin.
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| The sky is pitching violently,
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| and drawn by shrieking winds.
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| Seaspray blurs my vision.
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| Waves roll by so fast.
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| Save my ship of freedom.
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| I’m lashed, helpless, to the mast.
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| Remembering when first I held
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| the wheel in my own hands,
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| I took the helm so eagerly
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| and sailed for distant lands.
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| But now the sea’s too heavy.
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| And I just don’t understand,
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| why must my crew desert me when I need a guiding hand?
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| Call out for direction
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| and there’s no one there to steer.
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| Shout out for salvation
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| but there’s no one there to hear.
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| Cry out supplication
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| for the maelstrom is near.
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| Scream out desperation
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| but no one cares to hear.
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| IV. |
| Panacea
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| The whiteness of confusion
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| is unfolding from my mind.
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| I stare around in wonder.
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| Have I left my life behind.
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| I catch the scent of ambergris
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| And turn my head, surprised.
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| My gaze is caught and held and I am helpless, mesmerized.
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| Panacea, liquid grace.
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| Oh, let me touch your gentle face.
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| Enchantment falls arond me and I know I cannot leave.
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| Here’s a meaning for my life,
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| a shelter from the storm.
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| Pacify my troubles with
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| her body, soft and warm.
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| Naked in our unity,
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| a smile for ev’ry tear.
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| Gentle hands that promise me comfort through the years.
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| Yet I know I must be gone
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| before the light of dawn.
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| Panacea, passion pure.
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| I can’t resist your gentle lure.
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| My heart will lie beside you,
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| and my wandering body grieve.
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| V. Bacchus Plateau
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| Another endless day.
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| Silhouettes of grey.
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| Another glass of wine.
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| Drink with eyes that shine.
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| To days
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| without that chill at morning.
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| Long nights,
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| time out of mind.
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| Draw another goblet
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| from the cask of forty-three.
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| Crimson, misty mem’ry,
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| hazy glimpse of me.
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| Give me back my wonder.
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| I’ve something more to give.
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| I guess it doesn’t matter.
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| There’s not much more to,
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| not much more to live.
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| Another foggy dawn.
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| The mountain almost gone.
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| Another doubtful fear.
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| The road is not so clear.
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| My soul
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| grows ever weary,
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| and the end
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| is ever near.
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| VI. |
| The Fountain
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| Look the mist is rising,
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| and the sun is peaking through.
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| See the steps grow lighter
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| as I reach their final few.
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| Hear the dancing waters;
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| I must be drawing near.
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| Feel, my heart is pounding
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| with embattled hope and fear.
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| The key, the end, the answer,
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| stripped of their disguise.
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| Still it’s al confusion,
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| and tears spring to my eyes.
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| Though I’ve reached a signpost;
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| it’s really not the end.
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| Like old Sol behind the mountain,
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| I’ll be coming up again.
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| Now at last I fall before
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| The Fountain of Lamneth.
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| I thought I would be singing,
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| but I’m tired, out of breath.
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| Many journeys end here,
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| but the secret’s told the same.
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| Life is just the candle,
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| and a dream must give it flame.
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| I’m in motion.
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| I am still.
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| I am crying.
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| I am still.
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| I’m together.
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| I’m apart.
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| I’m forever
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| at the start.
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| Still, I am. |