Lyrics Habits - Rukhsana Merrise

Habits

You couldn’t hurt me if you tried
I’ve done it one too many times
And I’m here even in my shame
I fight the war again, now that’s brave
Scars only tell lies
Bittersweet pain that’s buried
Grass (?)
Drinking whiskey again
Found my glory, I’ll change
Just to do it again
I’m safe
I keep on telling myself I’ll get out of here
Walk a straight line just to swim in emptiness
Won my own battle, hurt my goddamned self again
Sorry I’m never surprised
'Cause I love my habits
More than I love you, baby
Know that I love my habits
More than I love you, baby
Just gone, half past nine
Burn across the phone (?) I’m fine for tonight
I made my bed, these roses ain’t red
Lonely is my friend
Kiss myself through glass
Get on the way to capture a flag
Too alive to bring this (?) ahead
My wings got spread
Heaven’s found my head
I keep on telling myself I’ll get out of here
Walk a straight line just to swim in emptiness
Won my own battle, hurt my goddamned self again
Sorry I’m never surprised
'Cause I love my habits
More than I love you, baby
Know that I love my habits
More than I love you, baby
I get high and out of control
I’ll come back when I get low
I get high and out of control
I’ll come back when I get low
I get high and out of control
I’ll come back when I get low
I get high and out of control
I’ll come back when I get low
I get high and out of control
I’ll come back when I get low
I get high and out of control
I’ll come back when I get low
'Cause I love my habits
More than I love you, baby
Know that I love my habits
More than I love you, baby
'Cause I love my habits
More than I love you, baby
Know that I love my habits
More than I love you, baby
You couldn’t hurt me if you tried
I’ve done it one too many times