
Date of issue: 28.09.2017
Song language: English
Press Rewind |
I was just a kid from a small town west of Pennsylvania |
'88 moved down to GA, overwhelmed by the change |
I got treated like stranger 'cause I didn’t fit in |
Had a mullet, getting made fun of by the other kids |
My brother wasn’t in the same school to protect me |
6th grade, every day they would jump me in the gym |
Finally got a couple friends |
I was in and out of phases, into heavy metal for a stint |
Then I started singing Boyz II Men |
Playing Poison Clan |
Really I just wanna be like them |
So I went and brought a gun |
In the school to be cool |
Wasn’t real but it looked like one |
It was chrome but this kid Trovon |
Took it from me, making dudes take they shoes off |
When he got caught better say it ain’t mine |
He said he wouldn’t tell |
I was in the office when they rung the bell |
I had to go to panel and probably get expelled |
I knew I had to answer to my father I was scared |
He was known for raising hell |
Hit me with an open hand or he whipped me with a belt but today was something |
else |
Quiet on the ride home when we got into the house |
I got swung into the shelf |
Getting swung on, I was 12 tryna |
Hide my face |
Ditching uppercuts from my dad’s punches making |
My nose bleed |
With my sister and her neighbor friend watching, momma |
Cry, but she |
Knew it was one of many ass whoopings coming |
I received |
Can’t hit the back button |
There’s a pain way down |
That’s been trapped inside |
Let the pain drain out |
Left the past behind |
But sometimes my mind |
Press rewind |
'95 was the best year of my life that’s without a question |
My brother was a senior and I was just a freshman |
He would let me hang out with his friends and |
Life felt normal for once |
But the happiness I had only lasted a second |
Mom and Dad separated same year, so my brother moved away when we finally had |
our friendship |
Made a lot of friends with kids in the same boat |
No male role models for us to observe and be our guide |
Dropped out of school, hit a learning curve, relied |
On each other trying to persevere in life |
Insecurities are high |
Feeling unloved, searching for a girl that can provide |
She wanna take it further, I’m worried that I’m gonna blow my cover 'cause I |
said I’m not a virgin and I lied |
I finally fertilized |
Then she left me for another guy |
But years flying by, life is like a circus ride |
We done did the worst, too much dirt to purify |
Mom was working nights |
Helicopters circling outside |
Lot of murders, lot of fights |
Lot of nights heard the cries from my mom’s room |
Household with no one in control |
Everything crumbled, I was young but now I’m grown |
Suddenly my brother and my father coming home |
And it’s |
So unreal |
When we’re all together you can feel the tension and it’s |
Unfair |
Started fighting at my brother’s college graduation but it |
Goes unsaid |
When you love each other ain’t no conversation, hated |
All those years |
Wishing I could erase them |
There’s a pain way down |
That’s been trapped inside |
Let the pain drain out |
Left the past behind |
But sometimes my mind… |
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