| Feel like I got too much on my plate at once
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| But I ain’t got no place to run
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| Where do I draw the line cause I know I can’t walk a straighter one
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| Waiting on a chance to come
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| Only you can make a change cause you ain’t getting waited on
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| So really what you waiting on
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| Everyone that I hung around feeling bummed and they barely hanging from
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| A string believing in they faith in God
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| Blame it on the past but problems pop up unannounced
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| We so drunk that we forgot what we was arguing about
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| Wanna put the bottle in the trash but I can’t cause I’m afraid to go without
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| All I really wanted was a wife and a family
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| Maybe one day own a house
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| But it ain’t that simple with addiction, can’t control myself
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| Gotta get back my ambition if I don’t I fail
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| Only you can make the right decision, no one else
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| Instead of going to anger that you’re holding
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| Let it go, bout to take a load off
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| Now I just be
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| Riding by my lonely
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| Blowing out the smoke trying to ease my mind
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| The stars above are glowing
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| I see em and I hope they can be a sign
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| There ain’t no way of knowing
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| What the future holds, we can speed up time
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| Cause life is like a story
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| I’m hoping in the end things’ll be just fine
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| There’s a happy ending at the end of every motion picture
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| But we ain’t on no movie set
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| People look for love but what they visionin' is fiction
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| But this ain’t Romeo &Juliet
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| Friends’ll disappear like they were tricked by a magician
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| Out of a hundred, just a few are left
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| Thinkin' that this shirt that’s on my back, that that’ll fix it
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| We’re all a victim of a booby trap
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| Thought that we’d be paid, livin' straight, by the age of 25
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| Then I’m not, by the time that we were 30, surely, shit will turn around
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| But it kept reversin' further down the road, it’s worser now
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| Now we lost in the dark, and this spark that we had in our head we burned it out
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| But I refuse to be content with the status quo
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| Used the rap platform as a way to vent my
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| Pain that’s inside and maybe then by doin' so
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| It might can be a way to lend my hand
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| To help somebody that the weight done pinned down
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| They goin' into work with a fake, pretend smile
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| To pay the rent by the end of the month
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| Take a minute, decompress, get high
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| I just be
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| Riding by my lonely
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| Blowing out the smoke trying to ease my mind
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| The stars above are glowing
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| I see em and I hope they can be a sign
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| There ain’t no way of knowing
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| What the future holds, we can speed up time
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| Cause life is like a story
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| I’m hoping in the end things’ll be just fine
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| Happy ending
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| This ain’t no album cut
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| I wrote this for those who pre-order my CD
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| A simple rap is an appetizer to satisfy them
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| Wish this was a sneak peek
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| Or the full length album, wearin this out, you gonna get it with a poster,
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| or free tee
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| I be signing my booklets, I’m looking
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| I’m thinking bout how good it is to be me
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| I just want to thank you
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| Four albums later and shit still don’t seem real to me
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| Y’all are the reason my dream came true
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| You gave me the ability to have a full time job as a rapper
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| So many told me to quit, it was impossible
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| Even if I had a record deal I could never pay the bills
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| And nobody came to watch my show
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| I spend your hard earned money when you buy my merch
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| Money that you spent helped me buy my first
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| New car and a house even wife my girl
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| When I write you ignite all the fireworks
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| Being patient in the line for the meet and greet
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| But the pleasures all mine, want to shake your hand
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| You could be brand new or a day one
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| I’m grateful you became my fan
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| You might follow me on Facebook and Instagram
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| Some people got tattoos of me, that’s permanent
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| I want to say how grateful I truly am
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| I want to put it into words, I can’t
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| It doesn’t do it justice for you it does shit
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| In layman terms, it’s time to wave the flag
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| C-N-T in this bitch, we the crew
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| And I owe all to you and the snake and bat
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| Happy ending |