| I hate this beat, cuz it reminds me of the night you took the pills
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| Now you’re taking risks that might take your life & it’s like, now i feel
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| So selfish for the drug abuse & all the death wishes
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| Didn’t even get to spend the day with you on Christmas
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| But hey, that’s life. |
| & people get separated-
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| Not intentionally, but my family’s torn apart & i hate it
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| Life is so sacred. |
| Love you like the sky loves the stars, you can make it!
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| Take this world, you can hold it in your palms
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| Can’t be with you everyday so i’mma say it in a song
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| I love you & i wish that i could take your pain away
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| I think about you every night, i think about you every day
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| & i don’t call cuz it hurts & that’s how i deal with problems-
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| Act like they don’t exist & the universe will solve em
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| & that’s why i understand exactly what you’re going through
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| I know you cut hella deep, but to sleep with the truths
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| That are hard to accept only make you that stronger!
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| Living in denial ain’t an option any longer
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| Life is so amazing, hoping one day you can see it
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| Yo, i used to have your same mind state & now i’m heated
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| That the world is so cold that it turns our hearts to ice
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| & i know i’m not the best at giving out advice
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| But i gotta let you know how i’m feeling cuz i care
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| & if you left before me, the pain i couldn’t bare
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| Cuz you — one of the people i love most on this planet
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| & you — one of the people that i’ve been taking for granted
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| It’s sad & i’m sorry. |
| This was a wake up call
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| Not only for yourself but for the rest of us all
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| & i ain’t gonna lie, i’m scared, you got me worried
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| Life passes so fast, why we living in a hurry
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| For vision that’s blurry & temporary numbness?
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| It’s no wonder we can’t grasp reality. |
| It’s fun when
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| The problems go away & the depression’s deterred
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| But then you coming down feeling, feeling… what’s the word?
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| Worthless. |
| Like you’re on the Earth with no purpose
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| Like you really don’t deserve this. |
| Hold up, let me reword this…
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| When i’m sober, & it’s over & i’m older, god damn it, i feel like dying
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| But, under no stress, with the coke breath, & the cold sweats
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| Sometimes i still feel like dying
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| You gotta live life to find your purpose
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| You gotta work hard & when it comes, you gon be like, «i deserve this! |
| «So keep your head high, this too shall pass
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| & in the morning when you get up into school & class
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| Learn everything you can & utilize the knowledge
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| So fucken proud of you that you going to college
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| You deserve the best so work & you’ll receive it
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| Anything imaginable is possible, believe it!
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| So keep your head up cuz nobody’s gonna do it for you
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| Your family, we love you, accept you, adore you
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| Always in my thoughts, in my heart, on my mind
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| Promise everything’s gonna get better, you just gotta give it time… |