Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Closer , by - Reuben James. Release date: 03.06.2021
Song language: English
Closer |
| Pencilin' on a pad |
| I been on my thoughts, like crazy, I need you bad |
| Prayers to the most high when I’m most high |
| Fuck a good day, I’m happier when I’m sad |
| I been on the road and speakin' to no one else |
| The money come in low, I’m dealin' with what I’m dealt |
| This is for my unborn child, needing my help |
| I’m lookin' for the type of the freedom that I ain’t felt |
| It’s only gone to waste if you buyin' a Gucci belt |
| But we Gucci when we excel and that coochi is not for sale |
| Damn, don’t you leave me when I rebel |
| My baby says she loves me, but she needs me to be myself |
| Room full of vultures, cool, I’m coastin' |
| You be boastin', chain on flex, like you be chokin' |
| Ain’t no jokin', I been floatin' |
| Off that green I’m smokin', they don’t want this |
| Smoke when I step up, east side resident |
| DREAMCLUB president, made it out the ends and I’m the evidence |
| Still gotta check on my mama, make sure she good |
| She loves it when I come back for Christmas and eat the food |
| There’s nothin' like a blessing that’s precious to what you do |
| I’m learnin' to be honest with people that needed truth |
| I’m keepin' it one hundred, I’m hopin' you keep it, two |
| See, growin' is a process, I needed to see it through |
| Is this what you want from me? |
| I give you all of me |
| What it’s supposed to be |
| I’m learning on keepin' you closer |
| Scared that my heart’s gone colder |
| Grindin' it out 'til it’s over |
| It’s how it goes, and now you know |
| Workin' it while I can |
| Promise is forever, I’m startin' to understand |
| The boulder’s on my shoulders, I’m choosin' to take a stand |
| I gotta show the way for our people to make it out |
| I was youth club chilling |
| Kickin' ball when they gave the notice for eviction |
| Sixteen had about five bills for it |
| I gave it to my moms and told her how’s that for it? |
| She told me that it’s cool, that’s at least a couple months |
| I could tell by the look on her face it wasn’t enough |
| Fuck it, we just roll with the punches 'cause that’s what’s up |
| And our people would try and front |
| Acting like they got it, but fuck it, it’s what they want |
| I never live my life through the vision of someone else |
| I really gotta see, get a feel for it for myself |
| Couple years back I was feelin' it with my health |
| Yeah, I put on weight, I was hidin' from what I felt |
| Bills, bills, bills had me feelin' like I ain’t shit |
| Splashed a couple thousand, was strugglin' with the rent |
| Thinkin' to myself, «How I get this deep? |
| How I’m deep in the hole, and how my fam don’t know?» |
| Tryna keep the smile good to avoid convo |
| But that shit build up and them tears build up |
| 'Till you’re lookin' for a shoulder you can lean on |
| Just to get the steam off, thinkin' why I kept closed up |
| Damn |
| Is this what you want from me? |
| I give you all of me |
| What it’s supposed to be |
| I’m learnin on keepin' you closer |
| Scared that my heart’s gone colder |
| Ridin' it out 'til it’s over |
| It’s how it goes, and now you know |
| That I been patient lately |
| And though I been racin' lately |
| All I know is love can save |
| Ahh, yeah (Ahh, yeah) |
| Prayin' that this world don’t take me, no |
| Everything I gave to my heart and soul |
| Remember for somethin' that was real and not false |
| Love me as I am, not when I go, like I know |