Lyrics Pressure - Rendezvous Point

Pressure

For so many years
I´ve suppressed my own feelings
Now they are gone
I´m incapable of doing what it takes
In so many ways I´ve overlooked the crucial needs I have had
In a search for a role as everybody`s rock
The things that I have will never be enough
I crave even more
My unsatisfaction controls every move
I´ve let people crush me just to give a chance for them to let go
My way to forgive and let them know I´m there
You´ll never see the best of me
Not if you keep on pressuring
I see myself through your dark eyes
I´ll never be the best of me
Once more I must hide my anger
Everyone around me is hurting more
Come to me and cry out all of your despair
I´ve lost track of what is living
Now I´m barely just hanging on
You say that you love me
All I feel is dust
You´ll never see the best of me
Not if you keep on pressuring
I see myself through your dark eyes
I´ll never be the best of me
Always a way to move on
To move on