| I’m fighting a battle and I just won’t win
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| And I can’t blame anyone when it all lies within me
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| Walking in circles it’s my fault that you’ve
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| Thrown me in the deep end, knowing that I’ll drown
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| And somehow pretend I’m the one that let you down
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| I know you wouldn’t understand, cause every time you’ve seen me falling I
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| haven’t seen your hand, why now? |
| You’ve never cared before, just trying to give
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| you everything but yet you still want more
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| I’m running out of time, to be what you expect
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| A part of the problem — you’re the cause and not the effect
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| The pressure keeps on building, and I’m crushed by the weight
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| Is this all there is?
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| I won’t resign to this fate
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| Don’t try to pretend that we’re in this together, I’m counting down the days
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| ‘til I can cut this tether, and I’d rather burn out than fade away
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| Throw me in the deep end, knowing that I’ll drown
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| And somehow pretend I’m the one that let you down
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| I don’t believe, a mask is all my problems need
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| Reality seeps through the cracks as these walls I’m confided in bleed (these |
| walls I’m confided in)
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| It seems the only way to move on is to forget
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| Just one of these days, I hope I can face myself, I just wanted to face myself
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| without hating the face staring back
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| There’s something that tells me this just won’t last, your bullshit excuses
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| hide behind that mask
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| You can find me where the sun sets
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| Finding my way, fighting this to find my way back home but I don’t,
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| no I don’t know where that is
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| But it can’t, no it can’t be worse than here |