Lyrics Normal Too - Refs

Normal Too

Your mind is made and I don’t understand
Lying awake I’m wondering why I can’t
Be normal too x3
I wanted you x3
I’m paralyzed
I’m hard to reach
You’d be better off if you stay away from me
Might as well watch me from behind a screen
I won’t blame you
I’m hardened, calloused, underloved
I push my pain beneath the rug
Hard for me to trust anyone
Except for you
Your mind is made and I don’t understand
Lying awake I’m wondering why I can’t
Be normal too x3
I wanted you x3
I learned too late I need to sit up straight
Didn’t play the same games that the others played
Ran from my heart while I chased my fate
Then I met you
For a second I thought I’d get away with it
Thought I found someone who would forgive
How hard it is for me to let you in
I was confused
Your mind is made and I don’t understand
Lying awake I’m wondering why I can’t
Be normal too x3
I wanted you x3